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I'll be back soon.

2006-07-28T21:06:00.000+08:00

the last time i updated my blog was july 14.haha.anyway,I find myself now at a loss for words.i don't know what to write about anymore.i'm sick of the day-to-day stuff I usually write.so for the selected few who actually have time to go to my blog and read the futile things here,thank you very much.from the bottom of my heart.and from the heart of my bottom as well.haha.

I'll be back.soon.

ABCs.

2006-07-14T21:07:00.000+08:00

A-any minute now,i will finally cry out loud.
B-because of frustration
C-come to think of it,i'm also getting really sleepy.
D-don't know why.the weather makes me sleepy.
E-even Capo feels sleepy.well,what else does he do?
F-frustated.
G-getting the shivers.it is cold.
H-how do you fight sleep?
I-ignore it?nah.
J-join it?hahaha.(wala na akong maisip na word for J eh.)
K-kumain nalang kaya ako?
L-lalamon nanaman ako?ayoko na.
M-magiging mataba nanaman ako.tsktsktsk.
N-no way.
O-oo na,kakain na ako.mamaya.
P-pero,anong kakainin ko?
Q-question ito para sa akin.(hahaha.corny!)
R-right.i am getting sleepy,hungry, AND corny.
S-sucker.
T-totally lost the english language since the letter K.
U-usurper.(sp?)
V-very very very very VERY
W-worried.why?
X-x-actly.
Y-you guess.then tell me.
Z-zip zap zoooop!hahaha.nice ending.

a

2006-06-30T22:21:00.000+08:00

i'm glad i went with my beloved busmates today. :) cami just invited me to go with them and eat in Henry's Grille. then we'll watch HSM(i assume you know what this means) and bum around in tintin's humble abode.so there.had a real blast.
mich taught me how to play the drums.aaaaaaack.i love it!i love the drums!i considered taking drum lessons years ago,but my mom won't let me.she says i couldn't play the drums alone.i mean,there wouldn't be any sense in playing just the drums.oh well.i was able to follow mich's beat though.after a hundered times of trying.but it was really fun. :) [1,2,3..11,2,3]this is the beat.i typed it so i won't forget it.hahaha.

then we walked to Henry's Grille.they had really grrrrrreat food.and the ambience was nice as well.we took a gazillion crazy pictures there.check cami's multiply. http://camelot15.multiply.com alex,never,ever,dance in front of a camera.especially cami's camera. :))

after that,alex had to go home.which was really very far.haha.anyway,we watched HSM in tin's house as i have mentioned earlier.and it was pretty good.i lurved the songs.the plot was okay though.the usual romantic blah.and i loved the pianist.she's cool.in a way. :) and i personally think that taylor and chad would make a really good loveteam too.hahaha.High School Musical 2.hahaha.i give the movie 3.95 stars. :D

today,i don't feel so bad anymore.no more sick feeling.cause i had fun today.duh. :p
what a weird feeling.when i typed the "duh",i felt uneasy.maybe cause i don't use that expression.or that's not how i type/speak.anyhoo....

i am currently broke.no money.how can my mom leave me with only 1000php for two weeks?!i simply can't survive.hahaha.well,maybe i can.i will.i have to.

for the past few days i've been communicating with my mom through YM!.so there.it was a really weird feeling.and kinda nice. :) i couldn't process the fact that i'm chatting with my mom.she uses a lot of emoticons.a lot more than i do.oh well.that's my mom. :)

so there.a nice day,i must say. :D

are you hiding?

2006-06-25T19:36:00.000+08:00

it makes me wonder how you live your life the way i see it. how you manage to write about alot of things when you aren't really that,well,sociable.methinks.i want to ask you a lot of questions.a lot.why.how.when.where.what.who.do you really show who you are?or are you hiding in the vast worlds you create?

walang kadala-dala,naghihintay sa wala.

2006-06-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

yehey.new layout. :) still from my dear friend, kaila. :) i realized that it's so haaaaaaaaaaard to look for a good layout.i do have high standards.hahaha.i hate it when the description's really interesting then it turns out to be the opposite of the supposedly five-star layout.good thing kaila made this really nice layout.twisted sunshine. :) *clapclap*

i really made sure my layout would be totally non-navigational.i kinda grew tired of it.haha.

so there.i love sunflowers.they're nice.i think they're one of the flowers i wouldn't mind smelling, since i absolutely dislike the smell of most flowers.i dunno why.i think i 'm the only female who hates their smell.weird me.

my mom'll be going to taiwan tomorrow for two weeks.oh well.thank goodness for roaming in cellular phones. :) and landlines and of course, Yahoo! Messenger. :D

my whole body's aching.i'm in pain.hahaha.physical fitness today,that's why.and planning for the intrams.team B-Cygnus.whattaname.i came in late so i didn't have a choice.the colors are okay though.blue and yellow.MC anyone? :p for the first time,i'll join cheering.just to get a feel of it since it's been a long time since i screamed at the top of my lungs during intramurals.i just watch and clap.hahaha.kill-joy. :p

walang kadala-dala.naghihintay sa wala.

happy. :D

2006-06-10T21:27:00.000+08:00

had my refresher course today.and i had to laugh about it.you see,this morning,i was all frantic and everything because i thought i was too late already.i arrived around 10 mins.before 8.and mind you,i felt really really late!and it turned out that there were only 4 people in the room when i arrived!only 4!of the supposedly 40 human beings breathing in the room,there were only 4!and goodness,it was already 810!anyhoo,at least i wasn't late. ;)
we started around 830 already since others came in around that time.i think they were in mcdo.hmmmmm.

Experts Guides Refresher Course Spoiler!
all we did the entire day was to answer another myriad of questions.another mock ACET and UPCAT.oh well.

on the other hand,it was nice seeing my classmates' faces again. :) i kinda missed them.(okay,cheesy).i really hope this isn't the last time i would see them.(getting sentimental here,excuse me).i invited some to the school fair.haha.the fair's months away!i hope they could come. :)

okay,done with the cheesy and sentimental part.

useless trivia:
in Ateneo de Manila High School,i think part of their curriculum is this so-called CAT.it's like a military training for seniors.and part of their requirements is to have a shaven head.in other terms,they'll HAVE to be bald!hahaha.and already,i have known some people who have become bald.or at least,semi-cal(sp?).let's start with duke.he's bald sincce the start of the summer.then ton.then bucag.then josef.and the list goes on and on....
it's totally freaky.i imagined every guy in the senior year in ateneo hs to be semi-cal.weird.idiosyncratic.hahaha.hey,no offense to you guys,i know you had a hard time parting with you hair,but,well,it's all for the best. :D

so there.i liked this day.don't ask me why.it's just one of these days that i just feel happy.for no reason at all. :D

and abby,if you are reading this right now,well,next level na ito!hahaha. ;D

idiosyncrasy.i lurve that word. :)

pools of sorrow,waves of joy.

2006-06-04T19:21:00.000+08:00

i am officially gonna summarize the highlights of my "summer" vacation for the year two thousand and six.

april 31,2006:went to eastwood with my bus buddies.had fun. :)
sometime before Holy Week:went to 8waves resort.fun. :)
Holy Week:went to Ilocos Norte,bummed around,fasted,went Visita Iglesia-ing,went to the beach and windmills(the windmills were so cool.not the Holland type of windmills.i'm talking windmills of the 21st century!haha)
sometime april: Gateway Getaway season 1!movie:Moments of Love.got a new name,thanks to DQ, Geisha.
april 19,2006:dreaded day becomes salvation day. :)
april 20-may 04,2006: review classes start today.reviewmates:abby,joan,betsy,poj and gem itao.the craziest review class: Batch3 Alvero E.the all-in-one class!there's romance,action,suspense,drama,comedy and horror?hahaha(tests).
june 02,2006:Gateway Getaway season 2!movie:Manay Po.arcade galore.F-U-N again! :D

okay.now that i look at it.i had a pretty lame vacation.thanks to those getaways or my summer would totally be a bummer!hahaha.and now it's back to school for us SHSians.

**i want to change the layout of my blog.kaila,if you're reading this,don't get me wrong.i lurve you and your layouts.but i was thinking of giving it a new look. :D no more navigations for me.i'm getting tired of those.just the plain layouts.currently i'm searching for skins at blogskins,since i am incapable of creating my own skins.sheesh.

**i really hope this schoolyear would be blast!my classmates are a-ok!hahaha. :D

Pools of sorrow,waves of joy.- John Lennon and Paul McCartney

all in a day's time.

2006-05-26T20:50:00.000+08:00

i am currently wasting my time here in the net.i want want want want want to write a poem!but my muses obviously don't visit me regularly.i think i have lost them.anyhoo,i finally thought of something to write about though.about my summer addiction. :)

so there.i must have that limewire software installed in my jurassic-but-still-useful-pc.there are just so many songs i wanna download.i wanna download all of them!HAHAHAHA.sheesh.what a greedy girl.

i loved the American idol season 5 finale.great show!especially the Golden Idol Awards.hilarious.and Clay Aiken is totally hot!hahaha. :p

hmmmm.currently i've been addicted to reading the Reader's Digest.all we have here are old issues but nonetheless it's super-duper-fun to read. :p i now know David Beckham's love life because of RD.hahaha.and the word power quizzes DO help me alot.for the upcoming you-know-whats. :p

i finally submitted my UPCAT form.
first choice: BA Sociology
second choice: BA European Languages
so there.i think i made good choices.i hope so. :p

i crave McDonald's Chicken Nugeeeeeeeeets!more!more!MOOOOORE!

pathetic.bleah.

summer=bummer.

2006-05-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

ELLIOT IS OUT.ELLIOT YAMIN.the best male singer in American Idol history according to Simon Cowell.

AMERICA'S GONE MAAAAAAAAAAAD!

okay.let me breathe.

i couldn't possibly comprehend why he's out.WHYYYYY.

i mean,he's extremely good.what else could they want?

okay,so it's fine with me that Katharine's there.but Taylor????okay.you get my point.

now i just remembered joan's blog entry about chris being voted out.she said shw wouldn't watch the rest of American Idol after that.and i now feel the same.it doesn't matter who wins anymore.all the good ones are out.sheesh.

and the da vinci's r18.great.

and.....

nothing else.my summer is turning out to be a bummer.get me out of the house!!!!

bleah.

sorry about that.

2006-05-15T21:05:00.000+08:00

i now have a heart of stone.i won't ever fool myself again.i am so foolish.i read your something-of-a-blog and i see that you really really really don't see me.i am invisible in your eyes.invisible.
i can see it in your words.on how you write them,put them together.it is crystal clear to me.and i won't waste my time anymore.i'll simply leave everything behind.as you said,it all remains a memory.one hell of a memory.and i'm just one stranger who ruined your life for 6 days.sorry about that.i just want to be happy.could you give me some of your time?just a little bit of you will be enough.

uber-cheesy,man.and i don't care.

now you,reader,will now think of this jescia as a miserable,cheesy and useless girl.sorry about that.

silly blahs. :)

2006-05-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

:) wala lang.i had fun today.especially when chin and i took silly pictures of ourselves.camwhoring.yeah.hahaha. :)

i am glad that some do click on my hug counter.haha.thank you. :)

<3

daily drama.

2006-05-12T12:36:00.000+08:00

1.i have nothing to do.
2.should've talked to you.
3.no guts to do so.
4.i am such a loser.
5.wasting my time.
6.talking to bet. <3
7.miss her.
8.and my friends. <3
9.i wish i can finally say i love you.
10.saan kaya nanggalin yan?
11.secret.hahaha/
12.papaabutin ko ba ito sa 100?
13.sige.kaya ko iyan. :D
14.bakit mo inedit?naamin mo na sakanya noh?haaaaaaay.
15.ASA talaga ako saiyo.
16.eh hindi nga kita makausap eh!
17.promise,pag nag-online ka,kakausapin na kita.PROMISE.
18.just ate tiramisu.though it tasted like black forest.hmmmm.
19.this entry is an exception to my all-english-blog-entries.i just can't help it.
20.i am somewhat annoyed with someone.rrrr.
21.i am so bad.
22.and an assumer.
23. :(
24.bakit kasi may mga torpe dito sa mundo?
25.bakit kasi nagkagusto pa ako sa isang taong hindi open sa mga damdamin niya eh.
26.eh yung mga kaibigan nga niya,oen na open!rar.
27.jigs,kung binabasa mo itong blog ko.(nanaman),tulungan mo nga ako!nakakabaliw na ito.haha.
28.well,then again,it may not be true. :(
29.could be wrong you know.
30.could be VERY wrong.
31.this sucks.
32.having a confe with lori,kar and bet.dami natin ah!hahahaha. :D
33.topic at confe:dogs.whatta. :D
34.i could go on forever.
35.droning on,waiting for you.
36.awwww man,that's cheesy.
37.playing guess-the-google in blugah games.wasting my time,yes.
38.couldn't download my pics from my phone.drat.
39.should be studying.i mean.doing my daily duties.blahdiblah.
40.there's something wrong with this pc's YM.rrrr.great timing.
41.what is happening to meeeeeeeee?and to the world as well.
42.Chris just got voted out of AI.i don't understand America these days.
43.so it's up to Elliot to make it to the finals! :D
44.there's this Philippine Idol coming in June.errrr.right.
45.my shoulder hurts.
46.sleepy.
47.must reach....100....
48.can't.up to 50 nalang.part one 'to.next time nalang yung part two.haha.
49.isa nalaaaaaaaaang.i'm enjoying this. :)
50.there.finally.later ulit! :D

~God give me courage and strength.i wish i can finally talk to you.

'cause you saw me when i was invisible. :)

2006-05-08T20:51:00.000+08:00

beware.this entry might be too mushy for you.

okay.i jujst watched princess diaries in abs yesternight.hahaha.the first one.and it was nice. :) being the super madaling-kiligin kind of person,well,yeah,kinilig ako.so there.especially the part:

Michael:Why me?
Mia: 'Cause you saw me when i was invisible.

awwww.haha. :)

so there.i lurve that movie. :)

anak ng tipaklong,namimiss na kita.bwahahahaha. :p

over?never. :)

2006-05-04T20:52:00.000+08:00

and thank goodness,review classes are over.OVER.can't believe it.hahaha.well,maybe i have to.haha.so there.I WILL MISS ALL ALVERO E BATCH 3 CLASSMATES!!!!haha. :)
i'll try to post one of our gazillion class pics(9) here.if i manage to do so.if not,just check my multiply.anyway,i will surely miss you guys!every single person.even if we didn't talk or anything,just your mere presence is greatly appreciated. :) so there.see you on june ten! :)
*sigh*review classes were great.the 15 minuute and 30 minute breaks,as a matter of fact.haha.lessons?errrr.no comment.hahahaha.anyway,i have become a gossip girl because of these reviews.yes,that's bad.well,couldn't you resist a juicy bit of gossip?haha.and all the "lurve" teams have been tangled up like crazy.hahaha.classmate A likes classmate B.but classmate B like classmate C,who likes classmate A.find the crush of classmate Z.hahahaha.something like that.the most cliche question of all time: "sinong crush mo sa class?".and you would say, "wala".(sabay ngiti).and they would pester you until you would blurt it out.so your dirty little secret is a secret no more.ah well,take it from me.i've had experience.hahahaha.so there.

i will surely miss each and every one of you!see you sa june ten! :)

bye for now.~

:)

2006-04-29T20:54:00.000+08:00

i am happy. :) tama yung sinabi ni jap kay gemmalie.haha.bulgar ba?tssss.wala nang privacy sa mga blog blog!lantaran na!hahahaha. :))

sana tama talagaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.and i will assume. :)

and the feeling is....mutual?! :)

blahdiblah.

2006-04-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

i have been dying to write in my blog as soon as i stepped into the cramped classroom(Alvero E) of Expert Guides Tutorial and Review Center.honestly.thank God i found my way in.and up.to the third floor.haha.it's like this.let's arrange my thoughts in a rather organized manner.

Day 1:people's faces were literally hard to paint.if ever i did attempt to do so.i mean,"ang loser ng mga itsura nila."they were like zombies.sleepy,tired and beaten zombies.haha.maybe i looked like that too.jeez.anyway,i took a seat beside abby,greeted my beloved batchmates,(poj,gemmalie,joan,abby and betsy) and squished myself into an aisle.so there.people were coming in,and the room was relatively quiet.shy perhaps.tssss.
we started at 815.classes SHOULD start at 8.well,as sir Richard said,as it was the first day,so tardiness would be tolerated.but not to the extent that one would come around 9am?really.did you get lost or something?haha.anyway,he took a seat beside my left chair.so there.it went well,i suppose.sir Richard taught english,blahdiblahdiblahdiblah.then,the ground shook.there was an earthquake!we rushed under our seats and prayed for our souls.hahaha.just kidding.cross the rushing under the seats thing.and maybe the earthquake.i was just exaggerating.For the love of God,those boys seated at behind me were stomping their feet(the way a male stomps his feet when restless).yeah,that way.pangunguyakoy?and it was really irritating.no.IRRITATING.they were like three of them.three HUMONGOUS guys.really.and they were clearly NOT LISTENING.they were talking about people and everything,SINGING THEIR HEARTS OUT and all the disgusting things.sheesh.that went on for like the whole day and i suffered a headache after.not to mention getting low grades.hah.and it's all their fault.Heaven,save us!

Day2:the same.i practically shrieked in agony.naaalog yung mundo ko!pati utak ko kaya wala kaong naiintindihan sa bio.(genetics.)hah!pathetic me.it's a good thing i had no headache.but still.the only thing that makes me happy are our lunch sessions. :)we were criticizing every person in our class.haha.evil gits we were.haha.that's okay.i think.haha. :p so there.made a few friends,from AA(Assumption Antipolo). :) they were nice.almost like SHS friends. :) so there.it has been two consecutive days of earthquakes,and yet i survived.thank heavens.

Note to left-handed people:Those of you who will be taking their review sessions in Expert Guides Tutorial and Review Center, i must warn you that there are no left-handed chairs.bear with those right-handed ones.take it from me.i suffer the absence of left-handed chairs.left-handed stereotyping!haha.

ACE GOT VOTED OUT OF AMERICAN IDOL! :( awwwww.i feel bad.WHY,AMERICA?!haha.he's one of my "pambato" in this season,together with Paris and Chris.and a little bit of Katharine.i don't like the Pickler girl.haha.anyway,it's so sad.and i think the three judges were equally disgusted of the decision.but anyway,Ace did a really good job in the rod stewart theme.haha.i liked how he pulled his hair back.charming,as Simon puts it. :) anyway,it's up to Paris and Chris.You can do it!haha. :)

so there.

can i handle life a bit longer?

stupid git.

2006-04-17T21:22:00.000+08:00

i hate you.stupid git.damn.

i'm back,and kicking.haha. :)

2006-04-16T21:19:00.000+08:00

i am back.it's good to be back to the world of internet.haha.as i would put it. :p so there.well,i did it!i survived my so called penitensya.haha.anyway,i'm back,and there is not much to say.i don't want to fill in the details of my semi-unenventful stay in the province of ilocos norte.yes,it is equally hot there.and there is NOTHING TO DO.ABSOLUTELY.all i did was eat,read,(thank heavens,i had something to read)and slept.oh,and my uncle taught me how to play poker. :) complete with the "betting" and all.well,we used match sticks.haha.one match stick=ten pesos.nice.anyway,the good part is,i kept on winning. :) sadly,i couldn't really feel my victory since my supposedly 340 pesosturned out to be just a bunch of match sticks.oh well.at least something new to do. :)

so there.i mentioned earlier that i read a book.well,books.you see,i have these books,the Artemis Fowl series.i have finished reading the first one,then started the next.for some reason,which i really regret by now,i grew bored of it and stashed it away in the deep abyss of my bookshelf.haha.a bit of exaggeration there. :p then for some reason again,i bought the third one and all the same,stashed it somewhere in the house.then just last week,before we left for the province, i looked for some books to read for i have forseen what i would be doing once i arrived in ilocos.so i snatched those two books, even dusted the other one,for it was considerably dusty.ask me why.haha.so,i read them,and it turned out to be two of the best books ever.the plot was amazing.you would think it was a typical fantasy blah story.apparently,it is not.artemis,one of the main HUMAN characters has a mind of a hundred einsteins.plus,he's evil.haha.cool.so there.i lurved it.and after some research in the oh-so-reliable-google, i found out that there's going to be a movie!yay!which will be RELEASED IN THE YEAR TWO THOUSAND AND SEVEN.heaven,save me.THAT IS SO LONG!oh well,all i can do is wait.artemis fowl may be played by Alexander Conti,the little guy in The Pacifier.or Tom Felton.(no introductions there.)then Holly,the police sprite,may be played by Halle Berry.yay. :) so there.let's all wait and see.

i will soon post the pictures of my Burgos escapade(haha) in my multiply account.just scenery.wonderful scenery,that is.Burgos beach,as always,was fun. :)

that's that,i'm back. :)

i can do this.for God. :)

2006-04-09T21:28:00.001+08:00

if you are a practicing Roman Catholic, you know that this week,marked by Palm Sunday, is the start of the Holy Week.let me skip further explanations on the said week.anyway,i just would like to post my,let's say "last" post before the Holy Week.because i am a practicing Roman Catholic,part of my "fasting" will be not using the internet AND the computer for the said week.yeah,it's hard and all.but i cannot possibly fast through eating,since eating has been what i am doing this entire summer vacation.of course,i would try to fast through eating,but i would stick to my plan.it wouldn't be so hard after all because we're going home to the province for the Holy Week.there will be less temptation.no.wait.my uncle has a computer shop attached to our house there.(he converted the garage to a computer shop.nice).oh well,i would certainly take this challenge.haha.hmmmmmmmmmmm.

so there.sayonara, dear blog.but just for a week.i'll be back by Easter Sunday. :)

i can do this. :)

i can do this.for God. :)

2006-04-09T21:28:00.000+08:00

reminiscing the beatles. :) .huwaw.

2006-04-08T21:43:00.000+08:00

gateway yesterday is spelled F-U-N! ~>Geisha.[ehem.thanks a lot Dairy Queen. :) ]

i don't know why, but i am currently lurve the beatles.i don't where this feeling came from.well,actually,i think it came from the big book of available songs in one of the karaoke rooms in Powerstation,Eastwood.i spotted it and well,chose to sing it with koko.so there.it was nice. ~can't by me loooooooooooooooooooove.lalalala.~okay.that song is stuck to my head since forever.

i remember my childhood grade school days.we were in third grade and for our annual "field demonstration" for the annual fair, each section must dance to one of the bealtes song.i forgot what song i danced to.(shame on me).we even had the beatles "in person".i remembered annaig was ringo star?haha.or somebody.haha.cute. :)

i think eraserheads is the filipino version of beatles.hmmmmmmmmm.anyway,i told my gutiar teacher awhile ago that i wanted to start learning beatles songs on the guitar.and he said he'll be happy too.yay. :) i am also trying(with a little luck) to persuade him to apply as a music teacher in our school.because of you-know-what-i-am-talking-about.schoolmates,i assure you he is great. :) he said he'll check it out.as long as i help him.no problem.i hope this works. ;)

so there.we went to sta.mesa to check on electric guitars.goodness,there were like ten or more stores lined up in one street.and a whole lot of electric guitars.but sadly,none caught my eye.there was a pink one though.it was cute. :) but not worth wasting almost five thousand pesos for.i want a white one.maybe we'll have one custom-made.or something.but they keep on telling me that a white e.guitar would get easily damaged,dirty,blahblahblahblah.heck,i know how to keep it clean.anyway,so there.there was one though.it was caramel-ish.it's nice.but i don't know.maybe a blackand white one wouldn't be bad too.hmmmmmmmmm.i still have the holy week to decide.haha.

so there.i still feel uneasy.maybe it's the heat.

not.

weird day. :)

2006-04-05T21:16:00.000+08:00

okay.this day was super weird.i had a date with my mom's computer.we were together for like 6 hours.hahahaha.anyway,the thing that happened after that was really.WOAH.
well,it was just a simple mcdo get-together with ange,tete and carlo?haha.so there.

it turned out that there was this friend of tete's who came along.anjo.he's nice. :) and some friend of carlo's.gab?anyway.he left early.so there.

anyway,so there.i treated everyone out.here's my receipt?:

ange-mcflurry
tete-regular fries
anjo-regular fries
carlo-cheeseburger and regular coke
me-mc jelly trio(cappuccino)

hmmmm.parang napansin ko na may matakaw dito ah.may gutom.hahahaha.muntik ko na yatang napaiyak.oooops.hahaha.sorry. :)

then we talked about loads of things,even ange's love life.ehem.then that person just came out of nowhere!grabe si ange,tumakbo sa cr at nagkulong doon.hahaha.SHUMAT-AP KA NGA!hahahaha.it was totally hilarious.then we had to go home.so fast. :p

tete's infamous lines:

tete to jescia and carlo:magkamukha kayo! (seriously tete.. :p)
tete to carlo: ah,third year ka ba? (okay tete.so anong ginagawa niyang nagrereview?hahaha.onga pala.prof mo pala si carlo. :) )
tete to all: ah.yan?eh di naman gwapo eh! (ange:di nga.hahahaha. :) )

tete.WOW.haha.tete rocks. :)

shumat-ap na. :)

oh yeah. :) :) i can smell summer. :) :)

2006-03-31T21:43:00.000+08:00

yay.i am at a lost of words.i did it.no wait, we did it!fellow batchmates, lend me your ears.as of march 31, 2006, we are now freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!yes,wow.tapos na third year.so fast.really.di ko man lang namalayan. :p

third year was super fun.i think i did something new everyday.haha.i became a chemist?an entrepreneur, a world historian, a rizal fanatic, a hamlet fanatic as well, a geometrist and trigonometrist? a theologian, a computer programmer, a health freak, a myuzeek-lover?[coughcough], a media critique, or should i say a media-paranoid person, a photographer, a distributor of durian anti-stress tablets, a katipunera?[field trip] a lead guitarist, a bassist, a tongatong player, caregiver[outreach], a biology teacher, an essay-writer, a stargazer and a "child" and friend of the best adviser ever, ms. jennnifer jo i. platon. :) :) gosh, so many careers in one year!hahahaha.and more.

i will surely miss stress.i don't know why, i kinda like it.haha.weird me again.but of course, who could not resist glorius summer?oh,such bliss. :)

okay.what's in store for me this summer?review classes.yep.books during summer.how ironic. :p. and i hope.ehem.something.oh well.i miss the old summer days. :)

i will try something new this summer.MAYBE FINALLY LEARNING HOW TO RIDE A BIKE.or maybe voice lessons?or more, bloody lead-playing.my inspiration is Santana.whoa.i really do have high dreams. :p

oh yeah baby. :)

bring it on! :)

KSP.

2006-03-24T20:24:00.000+08:00

i get the feeling this would be my last entry before i take our fourth quarter examinations next week. anyway, it really has been quite a while since i really "wrote" or should i say typed in an entry.i would bend my rule about having to type my blog entries in pure english.currently i am really frustrated, tired, jealous, stupid, selfish and all the other negative things.sheesh.

anyway, i just wanted to share with you something. my mom and i came from McDonald's. we passed by two street children playing with abluish greenish blanket. one looked like the older brother and the other his baby sister. they were playing with the blanket and i overheard the boy saying, "kunwari patay ka na,tapos ililibing na kita.", while covering the little girl with the blanket.

i was really shocked. i mean, i didn't know that the simple bahay-bahayan has gone to patay-patayan.how could two innocent minds seem to think of such a thing?i mean, heck, they are children. and they shouldn't be talking about death as though it was a day to day experience, compared to the traditional bahay-bahayan concept. do you get my point?i hope you do. anyway, could they have just played another "game"? i think this is due to the uncountable news about people dying shown everyday in the news. like for instance the wowowee tragedy. maybe these children heard about it or maybe actually saw it on television and thought it was, well, normal. okay.i feel like the victim of the media awareness plague spreading throughout the third year classrooms.hahahaha.

so there.i am writing my feelings down here.these feelings may be quite harsh or irrational, whichever angle you see it.

i am really jelous. [again.] i mean, i know this person has the right and everything to talk to another person.but why not me?and come to think of it, this other person really rubs it in. yeah, i know you get to chat with that person and yeah, i don't but why RUB IT IN?!i am really irritated. nang-iinggit ba.rar.i know, i know i am so irrational and everything and i am so mababaw.who cares?not me.

so, basically, i hate this person for everything. i blame everything to this person.okay.i am being very ungrateful here but hello?am i still existent?i am beginning to think otherwise. heck.people do change.and this person is a perfect example.

looking in a different light, i shouldn't be angry because first of all, i have no control of this person so i should just mind my own business. the other person also i have no control of.so, why am i getting all jealous and being a complete war-freak?because.i don't really know. KSP ako eh.kulang sa pasensya.at kulang na kulang sa pansin.how pathetic.

i won't talk to you anymore.i am angry at you.and for a good reason.do you want me to enumerate all the hurtful things you have done to me?especially the time when you made your choice?think about it.

i deserve as much attention as the angels you adore.

stars. :)

2006-03-18T21:39:00.001+08:00

okay.so last night,until early morning today, we had our star-gazing activity.yay!we really had fun, especially putting up the tent.yeah.that was sarcastic.most especially removing and REPACKING it in the über-small box.anyway, i really liked it when we got to get to know the stars better.and to identify the different constellations.really,how could the ancient greeks or romans or whoever decided to look up to the heavens back in the old days be able to create a creature about say, just 7 stars?how could a bunch of stars be a hunter or a lion or twins?clearly, i would have not seen it that way.my conclusion is that, they had so many time to spare in their life that they would just lie on their backs on a cool evening and conjure several images from stars.really now,they must have had a lot of imagination back then.oh well.also, i got to actually use the green laser thingy of the speaker.you see, he uses this laser that would seem to stretch from his hand up to the stars.it was über-cool.i seemed like a bratty kid, but who cares.i was happy. :) then came the shooting star problem.well,all i wanted was to see JUST ONE shooting star. i could've gave up sleeping just to see one.apparently, i haven't.it really sucked.i was really disappointed.so i had to calm myself down and maintain the happy mood i managed to have during this whole star-gazing activity.i slept.the ultimate remedy to disappointment.for me,that is.over-all,it was really a wonderful experience.it made consider the astronomical field once again.hmmmmmmmmm.

anyhow,i really thought of many things this week.like for instance, you were asked to become a model for a beauty product, say, a shampoo or a toothpaste.what would it feel like to see your face on that product?i mean,your're using a product that has you face on it.weird.as for me,i would laugh my head off.don't ask why.that's how jescias react.come to think of it,it would be interesting.and a bit awkward.also,how did the women back in the olden times manage to live through their menstrual period without a sanitary napkin?i mean,weren't they alarmed that blood was constantly pouring out of their body?it wasn't mentioned in any historical book.well,it wouldn't sound that important in history, but maybe it won't hurt to state in a sentence or two right?koko said they used cloth.or lampin.hmmmmmmmm.really?i don't think so.oh well.just another useless thoughts.more useless thoughts this coming summer.

blah.

stars. :)

2006-03-18T21:39:00.000+08:00

libre mangarap.

2006-02-24T20:12:00.000+08:00

whew.what IS happening to the Philippines?i know i should have asked this question a long time ago.but really, what is happening right now is really POINTLESS.anyway,martial law i think just wouldn't be the answer.the answer is just simple.i know it is simple.but i really don't know how.i just know it.blah.let's just pray.that's the best we can do.PRAY for the Philippines.

anyway,this should be the second day of our batch's career awarenesss talk.they give this talk so we would at least BE ENLIGHTNED so we could at least choose a suitable course for us.as they said, you shouldn't choose a profession that would just give you the money,fame and power.rather, the profession you want to pursue must highlight your talents and at the same time be of your interest.and most importantly, would help others in some way.there were like a bunch of speakers and everything that they said summed uo to what i just typed in earlier.they had a really good point there.and it really made me thinking.of course, there was no way i would go in the business profession.i just have no interest in it.i hate dealing with money.though i like SPENDING it.which is completely different.as i was listening to the talk, i can't help but think about the countless professions i wanted to pursue.some are really un-jescia, and some are just plain weird.

a teacher-now really,do i want this?
a nun-this would be my last resort.forgive me dear Lord.
a pilot-i'm not really scared of heights or anything.but later on,i found out that there were JUST TOO MANY knobs and tiny buttons.in short,too complex.
a flight stewardess- if i couldn't be a pilot, i could at least be the attendant.haha.but someone told me attendants should be tall.oh well,another unfulfilled dream.
a cashier-really.i kinds like how the cash register sounds.and you know,counting the cash,even though it's not mine.and the bar code reader is pretty cool.how shallow,i know.
a shrink-i think it's nice and really helpful to listen to depressed or emotional people who come to you for advice.but then again,even I couldn't solve my own problems.sheesh.
a doctor-i'm not that afraid of blood.but it just takes too long to study medicine.haha.such a PATIENT doctor i will be.
a nurse-same as the doctor thingy,but there are like so many "potential" nurses.and all they do is leave the country.it's like we Filipinos don't get sick here.
a film director-i kinda like the idea.but maybe i just don't have the guts to really show a bunch of people the movies i directed.i really have to work on my self-esteem blah.
a restaurant owner-last year this is what i already thought of.to have a restaurant featuring a lot of asian food.and it would be really cool.i even thought of an name already.but i forgot about it.anyway,i found out that HRM is still in the range of business.and as you might have read earlier,business is really not my thing.
an FSO-now this one's alright!FSO.Foreign Services Officer.like a diplomat.or ambassador.you get to go to different countries and stay there for at least 2 years.then you go again to another country.you study about that country and make sure the Filipinos there are in good shape and living peaceful lives.AND you are paid with a quite a high salary.really,this is what i want.you can take any course you prefer.then you have to pass 3 exams for you to become an FSO.cool,huh?i could take international studies of communication arts.and maybe a few language classes.wow.a dream.about to be fulfilled.i wish.i hope.and i pray. :)

really,what was i thinking in the past few years?haha.oh well.childhood days are really full of twists.anyway,i really hope i become someone i am really proud of. :)

libre mangarap.oh yeah,bebeh. :)

.

2006-02-18T20:03:00.000+08:00

do me a favor.kill me right now.as of now, i want to disappear from this world. i want to faint or anything so that i won't feel this bitter pain.i hate it.i hate you.so much.how could i love you and hate you so much?HOW?!

okay.i know you don't like me or anything.i can't change that.but i just hate the situation.i never should've called you.that was a mistake.in disguise.whatever.all i am saying is that WHY HAS MY 1 MINUTE OF HAPPINESS BE REPLACED BY 1 YEAR OF SORROW?THE HECK.i really want to curse.curse him.curse that stupid girl.curse the situation.curse myself for being so jealous.

i AM trying to forget you.to get you out of my stupid mind.don't tell me that i'm NOT trying.cause I AM trying.everywhere i go,i see thigns that would remind me of happy memories.record bars, bowling balls.the like.and as much as i know in my mind and in my heart that you don't like me, i still hold a ray of hope that you really do.benefit of the doubt does not help me in any way.it really doesn't.

and right now, as you are spending the best night of your life, i am spending mine in utmost misery.all because you do not know.YOU DO NOT KNOW.and if ever you do know, it still won't make a difference.you still won't like me, and my world will still be in misery.i am always thinking of telling you.but on the other hand,what would it bring me?more tears?or a little bit of joy?

i really don't know why i am like this.i know, you're not the only guy in the world.i know that.but heck,you are the only guy i know who is close to perfect.anyway.enough of the mushiness.

i still have to figure out if i really do love you.

yehey?

2006-02-17T19:44:00.000+08:00

yaaaaaaaaaaay.club field trip.at first i didn't want to join because i would miss ALOT of schoolwork blah.but all the same,i went with my beloved photography club. :) anyway, it was a lot of fun.the bus rides were great too.ate min was with us.haha.anyway,let me skip the part where we went to the CHS dark room and the CCP exhibit.they were okay,really.but nothing much has happened during those times.anyway, we ate at TAPA KING.[wuhoooo!]while the other people who had lots of dough ate at Dencio's and Pancake House.but at least we went to Starbuck's. :) that was good enough for us.we also a gazillion pictures.in all the corners of that eating place in front of CCP. :).anyway,that's that.it was fun.no need for further explanation.

i'm in the top 20!haha.praise be to the Lord God.you can never imagine how happy and relieved i am. :)

we also had the interview for that Discovery seminar in LSGH.i hope i did well.and i would pass.even my friends. :) i really (x10000000000000000000000) want to go to the seminar.really. :)

anyway,tomorrow is the 18th.yeah.i don't wanna think about that day.i want to skip that day.really.becauseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.jdgnogjishnpjh.yup.that's it. :p

goodness.

hangover.

2006-02-11T13:21:00.000+08:00

yep.i don't know if it's just me,but i noticed, the week after the prom,everyone was like singing love songs.the senti kind at that.probably because they were lovestruck.or whatever hangover they had.or maybe it's nearing single day.[that's what i call valentine's day.because i don't have a valentine.sheesh.]anyway,i admit, i've been singing i need you and without you for the past few days.really.but i was not lovestruck or anything.i know better.but really,i missed the prom.i had so much fun.i miss everybody.yep,including my partner.please erase those malicious thoughts in your mind.well,i really do.masaya kasi siya kasama.bakit ba?

i also cried last monday.i really don't why.or maybe i just don't want to tell anybody.yep,that's it.i just felt sad.and happy.happy+sad=tears.

this next portion is in honor or patty,angela and jescia's role model....BELLE.

yup,Belle.the Disney princess in Beauty and the Beast.in our point of view, she is the prettiest and the smartest Disney princess.she didn't believe in love at first sight.she loved the Beast for who he was and not for what he looks like.and that, for us,is true love. :) you rock,Belle! :D

kung gusto,maraming paraan.kung ayaw,maraming dahilan.alam kong ayaw mo ako.eh pano ba yan,gusto kita?kahit sinasaktan mo ako palagi,gusto parin kita.o diba,martyr ang loka?anong tawag dito,pagmamahal?siguro nga.

malamang.

promenade. :)

2006-02-05T13:52:00.000+08:00

yay.i had my prom yesterday.and it was fun. :).as usual, i arrived there 30 mins. after my promised time of arrival.anyway,i soon met up with carlo,my date and we went up the killer stairs of the New World Renaiisance Hotel. haha.i really had a hard time going up,considering my floor length gown.haha.then i introduced him to some of my friends, who were really gorgeous at that time. :p.then, i registered, got the weird souvenir,[haha] and went inside the ballroom.my, it was really nice.the ceiling were so high. :).so there.we settled down in our table, [table no.25] and left again cause we were supposed to have our official pictures taken.Goodness, it was really funny and terrible. The photographer made me do weird poses wherein I felt really uncomfortable.but nevertheless, it was fine.then came the shots with my partner.that was really a laugh.he was standing so close to me and i felt that he was really uncomfortable.well, i couldn't blame him, really.we have been friends fo almost a year now, but all the same, it was quite uneasy.thank goodness, it was finally over. we then returned to our seats and began to eat. it was really a mess.i dropped my knife and my carrot.haha.anyway, i never finished a course, considering it contained food that i am allergic to as of now.so there.the food was okay though.we played the name game, which was really fun.carlo joined in, so it was not that uneasy for him.thankfully, he knows how to blend in.which was one of the reasons i wanted him as a promdate, now that i think of it. :p After that, we had those silly ideas of going to Greenblet and watching a movie. apparently, we weren't allowed, so we spent the next hours trying to shoot pistacchio shells in the centerpiece.[a glass with a floating candle].which later on, resulted to a war of the pistacchios.we were so crazy!we threw pistacchio shells at each other.nice, i know.but i assured you it was fun.we danced to a few fast beats and when the slow tunes were played, we lost our energy.i was feeling a bit sleepy and tired by then so i just watched the couples dance.then carlo and i danced because i lost in our rock,paper,scissors game with koko.if i lose, i dance with carlo.yes, i lost.it wasn't so bad after all.it was nice, really. :)

it was 5 mins.past twelve when the party ended.we went don again the killer stairs and said our goodbyes.carlo had to leave casue his parents were waitng for him in greenbelt.i thanked him, and vice-versa.we smiled, high-fived and then left.

the end.my prom. :) :)
[it wasn't really bad after all.]

let's fight. :)

2006-01-16T16:08:00.000+08:00

i can't find books on chocolate.drat.anyway,it is almost our third quarterly examinations.sheesh.i have to make my test scores really high.or in other words, perfect.i have to.especially my geometry and filipino tests.the quarterly test is my last hope for making my grade higher(for geometry) or at least make it stable(for filipino).my quizzes have really gone down.and i have to make it this quarter.i just have to.you may think that i am an Über-conscious freak when it comes to my grades but it is really imoprtant to me.so,i must concentrate.i must set aside all the useless things my mind often thinks about.

God, please help me and my fellow schoolmates answer the tests correctly.Please guide us so we may identify the correct French king in AP, make a correct gerund sentence for english,solve the correct sine for trigonometry, find the correct area of a trapezoid in geometry, write down the right birthday of St.Arnold Janssen in CL, identify the tinig ng pandiwa in the sentence in filipino, solve the accurate and precise answer for the boiling point elevation in chemistry and finally, remember the major philosophical beliefs in media awareness.deliver us from temptation in any way it attacks us.we lift up to you our sorrows and sacrifices for youe greater honor ang glory.

amen.i love you dear God. :)

:)

boredom.

2006-01-14T20:38:00.000+08:00

is it obvious that i have nothing to do?

How to make a andrea jescia pacis aquilizan

Ingredients:
3 parts success
1 part self-sufficiency
1 part leadership

Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of curiosity and enjoy!

so blessed.

2006-01-13T20:32:00.000+08:00

we had a cl day today.so.it was okay.i loved the praisefest.my friends and i stayed at the back so we could go wacky anytime.and it was fun.what struck me most was the part when someone gave a testimonial of how the Holy Eucharist has changed her life.and i felt somewhat guilty for people.i don't know.it's just that she said that many people think that she's weird and everything.that no one needs her.but then the Holy Eucharist, or to be specific, Jesus, was hone of her friends who stood by her.she believed that Jesus was her one friend.she feels blessed and loved when she celebrates the Holy Mass.

wow.i can't believe that.when she appeared in front of the whole student body,i was like,oh.then i wanted to listen to what she wanted to say.i don't know, but deep down, i know that she was going to say something important.so i listened, despite the noisy people around me.it seems that a few are interested in what she's saying.oh well.so there.

personally,i felt guilty.in some way.i mean,i understand her and i was really glad that she could stand in front of the whole student body and share a piece of her to us.it's soooo.inspiring.i felt bad guilty for some people.i don't know why.anyway,she's brave.she really is.thank God for these people.they're heroes.in one way or another. :)

~so blessed, i can't contain it.so much, i gotta give it away.you're love has taught me to live now,you are more than enough for me. i love you Jesus. :)

singhot.

2006-01-08T19:15:00.000+08:00

okay.right now, i am in a state of utmost pain and suffering.

nah.just exaggerating a bit.in short, i have colds."sipon"is a more appropriate term. bleah.i can't hardly breathe.and awhile ago,i was the commentator in the mass and i was really "ngongo".haha.shame on me.haha.sheesh.

oh.could you please hug me?i have a hug counter in the nav.button "the pick".click it as man times as you want.thank you.i need those hugs you know. :)

so there.another week will soon start.and i am not yet ready.what the heck.

*singhot*

bleah.

2006-01-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

heck.i am soooooooooooooooooooooo tired.there are so many things to do that i don't even have time to daydream anymore.haha.really.i miss the christmas vacation.haha.so.

i think i am going crazy.

bleah.

stalker. :)

2006-01-03T17:46:00.000+08:00

whew.haha.i found you.at last.and i won't let you go.ehem.anyway,this christmas season, i have once again daydreamed.of a lot of things.and it felt really good.oh well.back to reality.and i promised myself that i wouldn't daydream in school.except in the school bus.hehe. :)

okay,back to work.

i am currently infatuated?(is there such a word) by someone.but he's too high up and i couldn't possibly reach him.only a miracle.and that i will constantly pray for. :)

heck.

this is my day. :) :)

2005-12-31T15:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
haha.yay.this is my day.so bow down before me.haha.joke. :P.i am finally fifteen.and i won't have to think whenever someone asks me how old am i.because i get really confused.haha.so there.i stayed up until 12 midnight yesterday.then we had a very silly countdown with my mom.haha.so there. :D

i am so happy that my friends greeted me.:D. they greeted me at exactly 12. :D.haha.wheeee! :)
i never really expected some to greet me too.i never thought they remembered.haha.but there is one who i hope would remember.but oh well.that person is my past.so there.yakkkk.but i still hope though.it's never too late. :)

as my new year's resolution,i would stop myself from saying foul words.and i would also remove the word lazy, or "tinatamad",from my vocabulary.it will help me become a better and more productive individual.don't you think so? :)

i am thinking of changing the layout of my blog for next year.hmmmm.with the help of my very good friend,kaila. :)

hmmmm.

well,happy new year then!!!!may this new year bring health,happiness ,peace and love to us all!
God bless! :D :)

wuhoo. :) :)

false alarm.

2005-12-29T14:35:00.000+08:00

wuhooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!haha.false alarm.haha.i thought their prom was at the same date as ours so i was so shocked.haha.and then i was really scared.and all.i went as far as thinking for a substitute already.haha.so pathetic.hmmmmmmmmmm.but what if it really were true?what would i do?haha.sheesh.anyway,good thing i asked myx and he said that it was not on the same date.sheesh.where did joey get that?feb.4 rin yung date nung prom nila?you've got to be kidding dude!haha.oh well.at least i could breathe now.

i will have a happy new year.and a happy birthday. :D :D

gum.and infatuation.

2005-12-21T17:57:00.000+08:00

okay.i hope i could talk to you before christmas.i would like to apologize.anyway,i have gone back to my old self.the infatuation thingy.i don't know.maybe.maybe not.i just felt sad when you were,uh,sad.whatever.deep down,i still care for you.well,of course i care for you.you're my friend.what a lame thing to say.but,i just can't help seeing you cry.

awwww.this is just sooooooooo.lame.but whatever.that is just what i feel.

~my infatuation towards you is like gum stuck to my shoe.it's hard to get it out.~

holy smokes.

2005-12-19T20:44:00.000+08:00

okay.the fair was okay last friday.what with the fireworks and all.then, came saturday.i didn't like it one bit.i was soooooooooooooooooooooooo badtrip.well,it was okay because i got to have a picture with barbie almalbis.or barb for short.whatever.anyway, rather than that,it was sooooooooooo boring.i got so bored that i allowed myself to be caught and spend one hour in the cozy (yes cozy) jailbooth with pig.it was cozy because it was cool there.i thought it was hot.anyway.it was quite okay since i met cj.haha.and we played uno with dai and company.haha.anyway,nothing else happened last saturday.that was exciting enough.well,spotlight's okay.and i was so disappointed.whatever.don't ask.and i was too agressive.and in case you read this, i am so sorry.i am so ashamed of you.i feel that you hate me.oh well.whatever.again.

and then came suday.i had this little ray of hope that you would drop by.hah.jow pathetic of me.anyway,it was really boring.as usual.we tried the arcade thing with ter.car racing.and it was fun!haha.then the bandaid.it was nice.anyway,i also got to finally meet miko.haha.he's nice.just like his cousins.and i re-met? jaco.haha.i wasn't that connected to 2g after the interaction last year so i didn't exactly remember his face.and vice-versa.haha.he was nice too.and funny.haha.so there,all in all,what i expected was a great and memorable fair turned out to be as uneventful as the succeeding ones.if i were to rate it, it would just 5 over ten.how pathetic.nevertheless,it was bearable.

and i felt really jealous of my friends.who were actually happy during the fair. i could tell.what with their boyfriends coming in and out of our campus.yeah,i am pathetic and all.and i wouldn't blame myself.maybe i am just not that outgoing when it comes to the opposite sex.whatever.but i feel happy for them.at least their fair was memorable.oh well.

patice pointed out last saturday morning that it was only seven weeks till the prom.the dreaded prom.whatever.i have seven weeks to find an appropriate gown that will at least change my appearance and make me beautiful for just one night.and other matters that i will have to arrange.oh well.

and one more thing, i do not actually care if someone reads my posts.i meant those who happen to drop by and notice that i mention them indirectly in one of my posts.i don't actually care.though it would be decent to drop a comment or even a tag.this is my blog, for heaven's sake.

holy smokes.

THE talk.sheesh.

2005-12-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

okay.our feastday.yay.haha.we had a mass,,THE talk,,a get-together and a mini-presentation.band-style.blahblah.THE talk was about the prom.really,,naiilang ako.i can't imagine my date picking me up.haha.matatawa nalang talaga ako.tsaka about the mom=taking ictures of us=happy thing.haha.really.nakakahiya talaga.and when i relinquish[yehes lalim] the moment,,grabe.ang kapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal talaga ng mukha ko.haha.pero buti pumayag xa.haha.kundi most embarassing moment ko yun.haha.totally.anyway,,the talk was yes,,the prom.and i am really nervous.talaga.well,,i AM comfortable with him pero heck.naka-gown ako sa harap niya?!haha.i really hope i won't get mental blocked or anything.that's the least thing i need on that night.haha.nahawa na ako sa expression nung speaker.haha.ayun.

so yun.hindi ko alam kung paano ibring-up yung topic nung sundosundo ekek.haha.sana mabring-up niya ah.have mercy.haha.

hmmmm.sheesh.

out at last. :)

2005-12-02T21:17:00.000+08:00

ayan.matagal ko na itong kinikimkim.

so far,,itong week na to ay sobrang hectic.nakakapagod.dalawang beses ako umiyak.none of which were tears of joy.haaaaaaaaaay.it makes me think that i have changed a lot.and i mean A LOT. di na ako yung masayahing nilalang.well,,minsan oo.pero there are times when i feel so pressured,,so tired.gusto ko na ngang mahimatay eh.sa sobrang pagod.pagod here has a lot of meanings.pagod na akong magkunwaring masaya.pagod na ako sa kakatalon ng hurdles.pagod na ako sa kakaoslve ng mga kung ano-anong bagay sa school.pagod na akong isiksik ang mga gagawin ko sa loob ng isang araw.pagod na akong magtimpi sa mga taong nakakinis na talaga.at higit sa lahat,,pagod na akong hintayin ka.sana naman may patutunguhan tong paghihintay ko sayo.

somehow,,this week has been my "bad luck" week.well,,except for monday.which has been somewhat interesting.after that.ehem.

gusto ko lang namang matapos ang lahat nang ito eh.i want a break.i need a break.i need the fair.sana naman maging maayos yung fair.alam mo na.MAAYOS.AT MASAYA.pambihira.nabubuhay nalang ako sa mga alaala.don't you think it's time to make new memories??just in case you forgot about your summer.i won't forget that summer.sheeeeeeeesh.

okay,,so naalala ko nung una kitang nakita.na-late pa ako nun sa meeting.haha.galing KFC. :P.ayun.tapos andun na kayo.tapos when i set my eyes on you,,i was like.oh.that's you.fine.no reaction.but i noticed na gwapo ka.but hindi lang talaga dahil may iba akong iniispatan noon.wahahahaha.anyway,,when you started playing,,i was like....woah.galing nito ah.tapos after that,,wala akong imik.well,,we were shy then.haha.yakeeeee.haha.anyway,,then somehow,,i got to talk to you.and it was okay.just fine.but i really wanted to be your friend.

then,,next meeting went by and you showed me who you are.ang bait mo pare.sobra.gentleman.i was so taken aback by the way you acted.there i saw na gwapo ka nga.inside.and out.then i wanted our next meeting to be great.but somehow,,i blew it up.i remembered feeling very down.hahahahaha.so nice.then i promised myself that the next time we see each other,,pakapalan na to ng mukha.haha.so there.God made a way na magkita kami.in a special way.so there.we talked.and it was so nice.we chatted for hours sa YM.haha.super saya mo pala kausap!!hahahaha.then came the day.i was more confident.well,,it paid off. :P. we were like in our own world.hahahaha.tayo lang ang nag-uusap.haha.ingay nga natin eh.tawa ng tawa.haha.anyway.it was such a nice feeling. :D

and now,,after almost six months.i may see you.heck.do i have to start from the beginning??i hope not.

mahal kita kaibigan. :) :)

hp galore.

2005-11-19T22:24:00.000+08:00

harry potter and the goblet of fire's the best.haha.among the past three movies.and i DO NOT find cedric diggory handsome.or even attractive.VICTOR KRUM.is attractive.hunk yung tao.haha.at mejo gwapo rin kaya si neville.ayusin lang niya yung ngipin niya.at si ron.yung buhok niya.haha.no violent reactions please.this is my blog.haha.

that's all. :) :)

all out. :)

2005-11-11T21:17:00.000+08:00

okay.i just finished reading "a walk to remember".yeah,,i know this is like ages ago,,but this is the only chance i got to read it.and like as many said,,it was sad.at di ako umiyak.haha.well,,i got teary-eyed.pero yun lang talaga.it was just so sad.and so wonderful at the same time.i loved the one where he took her to see the sunset.so sweeeet!!haha.

i have come to a realization.if iwant to have a lovelife as beautiful as this..well,,i mean,,DO I HAVE TO DIE IN ORDER FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE ME??haha.as usual,,i feel jealous.yeah,,sa lahat ng may magandang lovelife,,ako'y naiinggit.pero alam kong darating din yun.haha.sana lang buhay pa ako nun.haha.pero seryoso,,i want to have that feeling.MUTUAL UNDERSTANDING.wahahahaha.

as of now,,i can't really breathe.nasasakal ako.naiipit ako between feeling pity and feeling you know,,ewan.haha.basta yun.naiirita lang talaga ako kapag may nangongonsenxa.nakakainis yung feeling.as in super.at yung mga ksp.grabe,,mapapamura talaga ako.haha.eh kasi naman eh,,ano bang gusto mong gawin ko??kaawaan ka??madali akong maawa.pero kung ginagamit mo lang itong weakness ko para mapalapit sa akin....wrong move dude!!haha.anyway,,basta.and please stop being so....so....sweet.cause it's so irritating already.we're just friends. JUST FRIENDS.do i have to spell that for you??or say it in a thousand languages??i hope not.

anyway,,on the brighter side of things....it's only 85 days to go.until.you know what.hehe.and i admit,,i am excited.haha.but of course nervous rin.i still haven't made my topics for discussion yet.haha.and i have a wish.haha.a weird wish.haha.nonetheless,,i hope it comes true. :) :)

well,,back to life.

happy. :)

2005-11-05T22:12:00.000+08:00

haaaay.buhay.so.tapos na yung auditions.goodness,,kala ko sasablay ako sa lead ko!!buti hindi.haha.kundi super nakakahiya.haha.tsaka we did well.i mean ok.haha.ang tanging magagawa namin eh maghintay.hehe.i am so happy!!haha.kumain kami sa chocolate kiss.grabe,,busog na busog ako!!haha.ayun.

aside from that..i love my sembreak.haha.secret ko nalang yun.hehe.basta.record-breaking!!may maganda palang napapala ang pag-aauditions for bandaid!!haha.so happy!!and so kilig.haha.can't wait for next year.haha.ayun.

eto lang talaga.

:) :)

salagubang blues. :)

2005-11-02T21:08:00.000+08:00

okay.i am really pissed off.why can't i make a nice lead??i am a bassist,,not a lead guitarist!!haha.anyway,,it's nice to know that i have friends who can give me tons of support.haha.really.bits of heaven just came down.suddenly.cool.haha.i am now totally inspired.haha.really.i wasn't expecting it.haha.so happy.wheeee!!haha. :)

after that much inspired encounter,,haha.even though it lasted for a short time,,really made me happy.no.HAPPY.haha.ok,,bangag nanaman ako.haha. :)

thank you patty,,kuya jr,,kuya paeng,,carlo and jessietots!!you guys rock!!haha. :)

time to fight.because God is by my side. :) :)

sad.

2005-10-22T20:48:00.000+08:00

this is such a sad world.talaga.i feel so sad.sad dahil di ko parin xa nakikita.ano ba naman yan.kelangan ko na xang makita.kahit makita ko lang xa.

sad.

tapos may isa pa..ang hirap kasi eh.ayokong saktan yung tao.pero ayoko talaga eh.di ko kaya.kasi kahit alam kong wala akong pag-asa sa isa,,pinipilit ko parin.nagbabakasakali.kaya di ko mabigyang pansin yung isa.ayoko xang saktan.pero anong magagawa ko??masasaktan lang xa.kaya dapat ngayon palang,,iend ko na.pero xa kasi ang pumipilit eh.gustong kong ipamukha sa kanya indirectly na di pwede.dahil may iba na akong mahal.at di basta basta yun.mahirap.bilang kaibigan,,ayoko xang mahirapan.na-aapreciate ko lahat ng ginawa niya.pero ito yung problema eh.di xa yung mahal ko.HINDI SIYA.ayoko namang ipagpilitan yung sarili ko.edi ako naman yung mahihirapan.kung tutuusin,,mas ok na tong feeling ng sawi kaysa sa feeling na gusto mong makatulong pero di pwede eh.at ngayon,,nagsisisi ako.alam ong parating na yun eh.pero anong ginawa ko??pinabayaan ko.at nakita mo tuloy ang nangyari.sira.

i just feel so sad that i can't help you.i really can't.not now.i don't know when.

tapos tests pa.haaaay.good luck sa buhay ko. Lord,, ikaw na ang bahala.I trust you. :)
Please bless me and my classmates and all. Please give us Your grace.Thank you. I love you. :) :) :)

mahihirapan ka lang sa akin.

haaaay.

2005-10-14T21:42:00.000+08:00

ok.where will i start.hmmmm.before anything else.i would just like to thank my batman for being with for the summer.i just miss you so much.till we see each other again.*sigh*.

as for colored,,hmmmm.there's still a teeny bit of it.oh well. i'm trying to.

eto.naguguluhan talaga ako.as in super.can't share full deatils.sa akin lang yun tsaka ni andy. :) diba andy??yah.

i just wanna write,,or should i say type..something.

oh.cge,,wag na.o cge na nga,,

ang ideal batman:
1.matangkad
2.maputi.pero wag maxado.na para na xang walang dugo.haha.
3.maikli buhok.
4.simple.walang blingbling.haha. :))
5.magaling mag-guitar.at kumanta.
6.sweet.but not too sweet.i call that mushy.and i don't like mushy things.
7.gentleman.naku,,may nakilala akong ganito.naku,,+1000000000milyon pogi points pag gentleman xa. :)
8.nagjojoke.pero pag seryoso,,seryoso.
9.mayaman at may utak.aba,,mahirap na ang buhay ngayon noh.haha. :)
10.mahal ako.eto talaga.

may kilala ako,,yung first nine,,napasa niya eh.yung last lang yung ewan ko.sana mapasa rin niya.haaaay. :)

wala lang. :)

more time.

2005-09-30T21:56:00.000+08:00

ching.ayan.katatapos lang ng retreat namin.yes.it was a-ok.as in.ok lang.but even though it was only ok,,it also had its unforgettable memories.like happiness,,sadness,,at katangahan.waha.

conclusion:three days isn't enough for me.i want to be with God for a longer period of time.in silence and peace. :)

happy happy birthday mrs.Dino!!:) :)

ok..i'm speechless. :) :)

2005-09-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

what the?!haha.ang ganda mong babae dude.talaga.mas maganda pa sa akin.haha.at kay....oo.xa.haha.seryoso.nung nakita ko pic mo,,ganito ako o.

oo.speechless.tapos ganito,,

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

hehe.pero ok lang.ok ka parin.haha.para kang bading!!ay!!haha.joke lang.super bait mo parin naman eh.wala nang tatalo pa sa kabaitan mo. :) :)

gusto parin kita.
basta palitan mo lang pic mo dun.
haha.
joke.
:) :)

whee!! :) :)

2005-09-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

yay.i won second place sa essay writing contest ng ecology thing for english.thank you Lord.hehe.excited narin ako sa retreat.hehe.whee!!haha.wala lang.

may sinabi si camille na stylist ng gown.for prom.asteeg nga eh.itatanong niya kung ano hilig mo/personality mo.tapos gagawan ka niya ng design from your personality.2thou lang.or 3.basta.asteeg.sa may makati.pupunta nga kami nila koko at laex eh.hehe.wheeee!!:) :)

cge.yun lang.

whee!!haha.kulit. :) :)

her.

2005-09-19T20:54:00.000+08:00

essay writing thingy today.i hope i did well.i really hope so. :)

i saw her.gosh.really.it's her.the her.it's nice to know she's not that tall.makes us quite equal.haha. :p.i wished i had the courage to shout her name.waha.oh well.

i came,,i saw,,i ran away.teehee. :)

yay.

2005-09-17T20:37:00.000+08:00

i never thought this would eventually happen.i thought it was only a dream.but now,as i look back at today's happenings,starting from my oh-so-great-stomach which ached for like,half the day and i ending up in betbet's home to finish our chem thing, and around 18:30 it happened.it was so fast.and so....unbelievable.those two words were the best two words i have ever heard since..i can't even remember.those words finally gave me something to look forward to amidst all this chaos around me.i thought it was a dream.and thankfully,,it was reality.at last.

whapak!!pa-english english pa akong drama!!haha.masaya lang talaga ako.ang drama pa eh.hehe.wheeeeeeeee.so happy.yay.

ok lang. :) :)

wait.and trust.yay.

2005-09-16T21:08:00.000+08:00

thanks to kaila for fixing my blog.i'm so happy.yay. :)

during the week,,i have managed to conquer my fears.hehe.i just hope he won't forget his promise.*wishwish*.i really hope.

anyway,,i'm going to compete in this so called essay-writing contest on monday.sheesh.in Miriam.sheesh.

our retreat's near!!yay!!:).i am so excited.hehe.i hope colored would give me a retreat letter.i miss colored.too near yet too far.oh well.

it's nice to dance under the rain.right cuz??hehe. :)

all i am going to do is wait.it isn't as easy as it seems, you know.

WAIT.I WILL DO THAT.

2005-09-03T21:26:00.000+08:00

i love orange and lemons.

need i say more??

nah.

wag.

2005-08-28T22:31:00.000+08:00

wag mo akong lokohin.
wag mo akong gawing tanga.
wag kang magsinungaling.
wag kang plastic.
wag mong sabihing wala na pero meron pa rin pala.
wag mo akong ipaasa sa wala.
wag mo kong saktan.
wag mo kong paghintayin.
wag mo kong iwan.

-jescia.

munimuni. :)

2005-08-18T20:05:00.000+08:00

ok.tapos na ang tests.sabihin nalang nating nasugatan ko naman ang mga tanong.sa abot ng aking makakaya.i did my best.hehe.tapos nag-gateway kaming busmates plus ate ique. :)..aun.masaya.masarap ang Korean bbq ng Kimchi.wahahahaha.willy wonka is great. :)

anyway,,pinakinggan namin ni koonats yung Ewan Ko-Soapdish sa Odyssey.grabe panama.i didikit this song to you again.tinatamad akong mga song analysis but this one's good . :)

Ewan Ko- Soapdish

Di niya sinabi pero may nagsabi
Gusto na yata kasama ka parati
Pero ewan ko, ewan ko
Naubos na ang pera sa kakalakwatsa
Gusto na yata parati kang kasama
Pero ewan ko, ewan ko

Pre chorus:
Napapansin mo na yata
Nakakahiya naman
Gusto lang naman kitang titigan.

Chorus:
Napapalingon tuwing ika'y dumadaan
Napapangiti di ko alam ang dahilan
Alam kong hindi pepwedeng maging tayo
Pero minsan nag-iiba ang ikot ng.. ang ikot ng mundo

Susmaryosep ang dila ay sumabit
Napahiya na di na makalapit
Pero ewan ko ewan ko

Pero(pre chorus)(chorus)
Napapalingon tuwing ika'y dumadaan
Napapangiti di ko alam ang dahilan
Napapalingon tuwing ika'y dumadaan
Napapangiti di ko alam ang dahilan
Alam kong hindi pepwedeng maging tayo
Pero minsan nag-iiba ang ikot ng.. ang ikot ng mundo

ayan.cute noh??wahahahaha.may letter na binigay about the prom thing.and that means i have to move.haha.but how??i don't know.i've got until october.or september pa nga eh.*sigh*..panibagong kabanata nanaman ito ng buhay ko.ano ba naman yan.bakit kasi di nalang ako katulad ng ibang tao jan.ay nako.nakakainis.naiinis ako sa sarili ko.pwede niyo ba akong turuan??yak tutor about this.haha.hinihintay lang kasi kitang kausapin ako.pero baka maghintay ako ng forever para mangyari yon.o well.first things first.grades first before anything else.even love??~ewan ko.

haha. :)

Thank you Lord for guiding me and my classmates during our tests. May all of us receive high grades in all subjects. Thank you. I love you. :)

ewaaaan koooo.

current mode:stalking..wahahahaha. :)

2005-08-12T20:27:00.001+08:00

wahahahaha.habang nagsusulat,,or should i say nagttype ako dito,,im making use of my stalker skills.wahahahaha.kung ano-ano na ang nalalaman ko.haha.nakakatuwa.anyway,,hehe,,wala lang.nilulubos-lubos ka na ito sapagkat malapit na ang pagsusulit.aaaagggghhhh.i'm worried.i am so scared.but i have to be strong.and trust in Him. :)

no mushy,,cheesy or muni-muni today.haha.i've got lots to do.and lots to think about to.and i nedd to catch on woth my sleep.haha.connection.haha..

Lord,,parang awa niyo na po,,patnubayan niyo ako parati.at pati na rin ang aking mga mahal sa buhay.tulungan Mo po ako sa tests.lalo na po ang chemistry,,geometry,,araling panlipunan at filipino.nawa'y maalala ko ang mga net charge ng mga elements,,ma-prove ang problem gamit ang tamang postulates,,defintions at theorems,,maalala kung sino sina socrates,,alexander at mga maliliit na bansa sa blank map at masubaybayan ng maigi ang maksaysayang at malikot na buhay ni Rizal.nagtitiwala po ako sa inyo.Mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal ko po Kayo.Amen. :)

:) :)

MAY THE FORCE OF GOD BE WITH ME[AND US] NEXT WEEK.wahahahaha.

*~taktaktaktaktak.~*

2005-08-12T20:27:00.000+08:00

MAY THE FORCE OF GOD BE WITH ME[AND US] NEXT WEEK.wahahahaha.

*~taktaktaktaktak.~*

ksssshhhhkkk.tak.wahahahaha. :)

2005-08-05T19:59:00.000+08:00

isa nanamang linggo ang nakalipas sa third year.isa nanamang linggo ng hirap,,lungkot,,saya..CRAMMING.at marami pang emoxong nakahalo.aun.ngayong week lang talaga ako inantok sa schhol.at muntik nang makatulog sa trigo.eto,,nagqquiz pa 'nun.buti tapos na ako.haha.anyway,,it's nice to share a song.a lovely song.wahahahaha. :)

To The Ends Of The Earth

love unfailing
overtaking my heart
you take me in
finding peace again
fear is lost in all You are

and i would give the world to tell Your story
'cause i know that You've called me
i know that You've called me
i've lost myself for good within Your promise
and i won't hide it
i won't hide it

Jesus I, believe in You
and i would go
to the ends of the earth
to the ends of the earth
for You, alone are the Son of God
and all the world will see
that You are God
You are God

~repeat~

haha,,nice noh??super ganda ng melody niyan.gusto ko na ngang magwala nung kinakanta namin yan sa choir kanina.haha.mahal ko kasi si Lord eh. :)

yehes,,ngayon lang ulit ako nag-post ng ganito.yung walang bahid ng sakit.at kalungkutan.well,,nung una meron,,pero whatever na yun.haha.

cguro dapat hindi na ako umasa.buti pa nga kay colored,,may communication.as in ok.friends.sheesh.eh kay batman.wala.swerte na kung magkita sa ym.minsan iniisip ko na bumalik na sa dating bisyo.kasi yun,,di ako nalulungkot.oi,,ang mga nakaka-relate,,wag mag-violent reaction!!haha,,tag niyo nalang ako. :)..ayun...diba,,pero di pwede.kung ayaw,,wag ipilit.di mo na kalilangang mag-criss cross para maging balanced.o di kaya i-prove ang wala namang ipprove.or hanapin ang reference angle kung wala naman talagang angle.diba??

sabi na ngang wala akong kawala sa aking mga nararamdaman.kailangan talagang ilabas.wahahahaha.baka tumaba ako lalo.hah.

bottom line??

ksssshhhhkkkk....TAK.
wohooooooooo.

wanted:prom date.wahahahaha. :)

2005-07-30T20:06:00.000+08:00

aun..nice concert yesterday.i was so close to yael and champ.wahahahaha..anyway..i'm quite happy today.don't ask why.

i need a prom date!!wahahahaha..it just isn't the same if you're going alone.parang kang bulaklak sa pader.walang kasayaw. and all that jazz.aun..

sana ikaw[promdate-in-the-future]ay ganito:

*unang-una,,mas matangkad kaysa sa akin.pangit kapag magkasing-height lang tayo.haha. :)
*xempre may itsura.haha..in short,,gwapo.
*dapat may nakahandang jokes anytime,,anywhere.haha. :D
*nasa tamang pag-iisip.in short,,may utak naman.
*GENTLEMAN.eto DAPAT talaga.prom namin ito.iparamdam niyo sa amin na special kami sa gabing iyon.haha. :)
*corny at makulit gaya ko.magkakasundo tayo!!haha.
*marunong mag-gitara.ayan..asteeg mo dude!!
*mahilig rin sa OPM.
*WALANG BISYO.no need for explnation.
*natitiis ang aking sobrang ka-cornihan at malakas na topak.at nakakaride-on sa mga hirit ko.
*handang umunawa sa mga problema ko.
*makakasama ko sa pagkain sa Mcdo. :)
*sooooooooooper mabait.at mabuti at the same time.
*hindi bully.hindi nang-aaway.
*mapapakita sa aking ang kagandahan ng buhay.
*matuturuan ako ng bowling. :)
*may interest sa poetry,at gumagawa ng poems. :)
*sweet.pangit kapag over.tama lang. :)
*hindi nalalate.kasi ako oo.haha.. :)
*at ang huli,,hindi xa plastic.subukan lang niyang makipagplastikan sa akin..aba,,mas matigas pa ako kaysa sa pinakamatigas na Tupperware.WAHAHAHAHA!!:)

wait lang,,

may tao pa bang ganito??

meron.ikaw. :)

hihintayin kita.

how?!i don't know.go ask my conscience.

2005-07-22T19:50:00.000+08:00

how can memories be so sweet and so sad at the same time??

can anybody tell me??it's so depressing..i am depressed when i don't hear from you..and when i do hear from you..i feel depressed also.what?!i don't get it at all.maybe i just want to feel happy again.it's not like i'm not when you talk to me but,,after we talk,,it leaves a cloud of melancholy.yeas.melancholy.cold,cold melancholy.maybe beacause i remember that day..when i thought the sun would never set.i really hoped it wouldn't.it did anyway.the day or should i say night when even though it was raining so hard outside,,the rain couldn't just wash my happiness away.it would me fine with me if i went home walking in the rain.from makati to our house.i wouldn't mind.because you gave me so much life.that could last a lifetime if the sun didn't set and the night vanished.really.that's how you affected my life.you changed my life drastically.so there.

when will i see you??i can't wait to get lost in your eyes.i can't wait to see you.really.it's like i'm always waiting..dreaming..daydreaming of how we will meet again.heck,,i am so mushy.ew.disgusting.but what can i do??this is my blog.i can write anything here.and you don't have any right to judge it.whatever.

don't you know that there is one person in this world who is losing her remaining sanity because of you??

i doubt it.

you know,,i think i'm neurotic.you know why??cause i have phobia.i think i have neurotic depression[that's pure melancholy]..and i think i have obsession and at the same time compulsion.and maybe a little post traumatic stress disorder.yeah.whatever.

sometimes i wish that i would faint.and when i wake up..everything will be alright.my problems solved and everything.

right now,,they're bringing up the topic of the prom again.i'm scared to ask you.i'm coward.as you can see.i don't know if you will have time with me.it's just one day.or should i say night.i'm willing to sacrifice my food..meaning i will not eat.it's just a sacrifice that i'm willing to take.for what i understand about this partner thing is that you have to be with someone you like.and i like you.for it is your prom.the night when you will like a princess and that the night will last forever because you're with someone you like.how can i feel that if it is not you i am with??can't you give me some of your time??please??i am so desperate. yes,,i am pathetic.don't remind me,,reader.[if you exist.].i hope you have time for me.for i will give all my time for you in case you run out of it.

i'll try my best to make you a poem.as if you would want to read it.anyway,,a poet doesn't think of his audience right??the audience in poetry is ignored.as what ms.platon said.

in conclusion??i am still waiting.in vain.that's what i do best.

don't argue.it's true.

dude.haha. :)

2005-07-15T18:25:00.000+08:00

gusto kong ibahagi muli itong tula ko..para ito kay colored.ayun..=p..salamat sa lahat.Godspeed.DUDE. XD

PAGOD
umibig,,umasa,,maghintay
mga gawain kong walang tigil at humpay
magtiis,,masaktan,,mabalewala
mga damdamin ko sayo'y iyong winalang bahala
pagkat mata mo'y nakatitig sa kanya
at di sa mata kong lumuluha

pag-ibig ba ang aking nadarama
o isang emosyong drama lamang ang dala?
sabi ng iba ako'y ambisosya
walang pag-asa dagdag pa nila
pero ako'y matapang,,pinanindigan ko
walang hiyang damdamin na nasa puso ko

ngunit palaging ganito ang storya
paulit-ulit,,di tumitigil
parang sirang plakang di makapagpigil
patuloy na umiikot,,di humihinto
kwento ng buhay kong puno ng gulo

pero lhat ng ito ay natapos na,,
nang magising ako ng isang umaga
humarap sa salamin,,nagbuntong-hininga
at sa wakas ay sinabing"pagod na ako..ayoko na.."

aun..pagod na talaga ako..wahahahaha..pero friends parin tayo diba??wahahahaha..reminiscing..di ko masasabing naging tanga ako sayo..na naubos ang oras ko sa kahihintay sayo..sa totoo lang,,nagpapasalamat ako dahil dahil sayo,,naging mas patient ako,,xempre..paghintayin mo ba naman ako sa wala..di ba madedevelop ang patience ko..wahahahaha..aun..naging strong rin ako..para makayanan lahat ng sakit na binigay mo sa akin..ang pinakamasakit ay iyong inamin mo pa sa akin mismo,,ang katotohanan..aun..dahil sayo,,naging balanse ang mga iyak at tawa sa buhay ko..salamat dude.mahal kita dude.aun.

sana mabasa mo ito.hehe.para..wala lang.haha..

sheesh.

scared.as if i never was.

2005-07-08T18:41:00.000+08:00

If I should cast off this tattered coat

If I should cast off this tattered coat
and go free into the mighty sky
If I should find nothing there
but a vast blue
echoless,,ingnorant-
what then??

ayan,,eto yung poem na tinalakay[yehes] namin sa english kanina.aun.dahil sa poem na ito,,nakapagmuni-muni nanaman ako.sabi kasi ni ms.platon[hi ms.!!:)] na intindihin yung poem.at naintindihan ko.in my point of view.

my tattered coat are my fears,,my shyness..my uncertainty and all.i chose to be brave.
the mighty sky is you.i chose to be brave and take the risk of meeting you.but im scared.i think i can see a vast blue.i don't want that to happen.if blue is what i see,,what then??

WHAT THEN??

i don't know.maybe i'll just crumble.again.sheesh.bleah.

i miss you.namimiss kita.you are near yet so far.whatever.

May the good Lord give me strength to face all the trials before me.May I be able to carry my cross to heaven.May I make wise decisions for these decisions will define my future.physically,,emotionally,,spiritually and most of all..SOCIALLY.you know what i mean.what??you don't know??how come??

WAG KA NAAAA!! :D

vamos.

july na.

2005-07-01T20:54:00.000+08:00

yeah,,whatever..naiinis ako sa sarili ko..im so unpredictable.so moody.so stupid.so ksp.a liar.im jealous.and all.im like that.whatever.

pinapalaki ko lang yung mga problema ko.like kung kasing laki talaga ng butil ng kanin yung problema ko,,nagiging isang gabundok ng kanin ito.ganyan.

i can make even the simplest things impossible.

ganyan ako.

dapat gagawan kita ng poem.para sabihin yung mga nararamdaman ko.pero walang time eh.maraming schoolwork.pero hindi ibig sabihin nakalimutan na kita.walang oras na di kita iniisip.alam ko namang wala ka nang pakialam sa akin.matapos yung araw na yun,,kasama ng paglubog ng araw eh ang pagkawala ko na rin sa isip mo.xempre,,kasi pasukan na nun.makakasama mo na ang tanging gusto mong makasama.at alam kong di ako yun.nasasaktan ako kapag lumilipas ang mga araw ng hindi mo ako kinakausap.minsan nga eh,,naiisip ko na sana,,bigyan ako ng Diyos ng special power para malaman mo kung iniisip ka ng isang tao at kung ano ang iniisip niya tungkol sayo.ang astig siguro nun.pero mali un.bawal makialam sa pag-iisip ng ibang tao.kaya nga may privacy eh.bleah.

ayun,,whatever nanaman.kahit tignan ko sa maraming angulo yung sitwasyon natin,,este ko..wala parin eh.panalo parin ang kalaban.wala akong laban kahit na napapagod na ako sa kakalaban.gets mo??lumalaban ako sa isang giyerang hindi alam nung kalaban na nilalabanan na sila.haha,,gets??basta un..rar.

sana kasi yung kalaban ko eh kapantay ko.hindi yung naka-100 points na siya eh ako 10 points palang.sana kasi sabay ka naming nakilala.para fair ang laban.diba??sheesh.whatever.

basta,,sa dinadami ng sinabi ko,,ito ang siugrado ako..

conditional:Kung mahal mo siya,,edi di mo ako mahal.
converse:Kung di mo ako mahal..edi mahal mo siya.
inverse:Kung di mo siya mahal,,edi di mahal mo ako.
contrapositive:Kung mahal mo ako,,edi di mo siya mahal.

odiba,,sana talaga inverse at contrapositive ang magiging katapusan ng kabanata ng buhay kong ito.wala pa yang truth value.icocompute ko pa.hehe,,gets??di nanaman??bahala ka na nga,,

salamat sa pagbabasa!!ÜÜ

alangya.

2005-06-24T20:12:00.000+08:00

pain.i can't take it.i want to crumble.i want to fall in the black hole.i want to die.i want to vanish.i want to be HER.i wish i could be HER for just a little time.so that i can feel that somebody loves me.that somebody cares.as of now,,i feel hurt.in other words.im jealous.how could SHE not like him??how could SHE not appreciate him??SHE is so lucky.i am not.SHE is so lucky that she got so close.i,,on the other hand,,am miles away from the finish line.SHE could easily run to the finish line.but no,,she WALKS.takes her time.i run.wanting to still be in the race.if I were SHE,,i would be the happiest girl in the world.i wouldn't wish for anything more.my life would be perfect.how could SHE do that??grrrrrrrrrr.im mad at HER.how could SHE be so stupid??manhid xaaaaaaaaa!!grrrrrrrrr.let me calm down.where are you when i need you??heck,,tapos IKAW,,dinedeny mo..sapakin kaya kita jan!!di na daw nag-uusap,,wapak!!wag mo akong gawin tangaaaa!!dahil di ako tangaaaaaaaaa!!tandaan mo yan!!haaaay..ayoko na talaga.masakit talaga.pakiramdam ko tuloy pinagtaksilan mo ako.ayaw mo ako.gosh,,im rejected.AGAIN.ano ba yan,,wala nang kinahinatnan tong buhay ko.bleeeeeeeeeah.

tamang tama nung nakita ko yung bagay na nagpasakit sa puso ko,,the day you said goodnight yung pinapatugtog.whatta..bleah.

bleah talaga.mahal kita.yun lang.

hay buhay parang life.

2005-06-17T17:58:00.000+08:00

ok,,wala paring "progress" sa buhay ko..haaaay,,same problems,,same life,,same whatever.last monday bumili ako ng cd-strike whilst the iron is hot ng orange and lemons. :)..haha..may kanta sila..yung hanggang kailan..sobrang natamaan ako sa kantang yun.lahat tama ang nakalagay.i dedikit did song to....ehem,,coughcoughcoughcough..ehem,,kay BATMAN ko inaalay ang kantang ito. :)

magssong analysis ako,,walang kokontra!! :P

Hanggang Kailan- Orange and Lemons

Labis na naiinip
Nayayagot sa bawat saglit
Kapag naaalala ka
Wala naman akong magawa

Umuwi ka na baby
Di na ako sanay ng wala ka
Mahirap ang mag-isa
At sa gabi hinahanap-hanap kita
Hanggang kailan ako maghihintay
Na makasama ka muli
Sa buhay kong puno ng paghihirap
At tanging ikaw lang ang pumapawi sa mga luha
At naglalagay ng ngiti sa mga labi

Di mapigilang mag-isip
Na baka sa tagal
Mahulog ang loob mo sa iba
Nakakabalisa
Knock on wood huwag naman sana

Umuwi ka na baby
Umuwi ka na baby
Umuwi ka na baby
Umuwi ka na baby

ayun..cute noh??super..noong una kong marinig to,,natamaan talaga ako.ng todo.let's analyze..

labis na naiinip nayayagot sa bawat saglit.-as is.miss na kita.gusto na kitang makita at makasama muli.period.
kapag naalala ka wala naman akong magawa.-eto,,kahit na namimiss mo siya,,wala ka namang magawa.dahil wala siya.at di ka naman namimiss nun.bleah.
di na ako sanay ng wala ka mahirap ang mag-isa at sa gabi hinahanap-hanap kita.-dahil nasanay na akong nanjan siya,,ngayong di ko na siya nakikita,,mahirap.parang nag-iisa na ako parati kahit nasisiksik na ako sa pila sa canteen sa school.para parin akong nag-iisa.dahil di kita nakikita.at sa gabi,,palagi kitang naiisip.walang hiya ka.haha,,joke. :D
hanggang kailan ako maghihintay na makasama ka muli sa buhay kong puno ng paghihirap.-ako'y naiinip na,,gusto ko na muling makasama ka,,kahit isang minuto lang,,basta makausap kita at makita ko ang mga mata mong....*speechless*..dahil kapag kasama kita,,ang saya ng feeling.parang nakarating na ako ng heaven.anghel ka noh??wahahahaha.. :)
at tanging ikaw lang ang pumapawi sa mga luha at naglalagay ng ngiti sa mga labi.-masaya na ako makita lang kita.dahil kahit gusto ko nang mamatay,,ikaw parin ang dahilan kung bakit nagdadalawang isip parin ako.ang ngiti mo ay nakakahawa.ang mga jokes mo ay super corny.kaya di ko na namamalayan,,nakangiti na pala ako.dahil sayo.ang galing mo naman.
di mapigilang mag-isip na baka sa tagal mahulog ang loob mo sa iba nakakabalisa knock on wood wag naman sana.-eto,,alam ko namang nahulog na ang loob mo sa iba.pero kahit na.pasaway ako.naghihintay parin.nagbabakasakali.
umuwi ka na baby(4x).-wala lang,,ang cute ng melody eh. ;)..

ayun..kaya super astig talaga nito.gusto kong kantahin ito sa harap mo.pero baka di ka makinig.oh well.

*~orange and lemons,,hanep kayo.napagdugtong mo ang dalawang buhay na di ko inaasahang magkakaroon ng intersection.o di kaya eh origin.astig kayo.~*

songs.. :)

2005-06-10T18:58:00.000+08:00

Pansinin Mo-Juana

Ngayon nandito na ako
di na muling iiwan ka
Pangako sayo di na magkakalayo
Maniwala ka’t magtiwala

Chorus:
Ngunit di mo naman pinapansin mga tawag ko
Di mo naman pinapansin mga sulat ko
‘no ba talaga ang gusto mong gawin ko
Lahat naman ay kayang ibigay sayo
Kahit na mahirap basta’t gusto mo
‘no ba talaga para lang ako’y pansinin mo

Sana nama’y maintindihan mo ako
Lahat nito’y para sayo
Nang ako’y lumayo
Ikaw pa rin ang hanap ko
Ang gusto ko’y sayo lamang
(repeat chorus 2x)

Ngunit di mo naman pinapansin mga tawag ko
Di mo naman pinapansin mga sulat ko
‘no ba talaga ang gusto mong gawin ko
Lahat naman ay kayang ibigay sayo
Kahit na mahirap basta’t gusto mo
‘no ba talaga para lang ako’y pansinin moPansinin mo…

haha,,lss!!wala lang. :)

complaints.

2005-06-10T18:22:00.000+08:00

alam niyo ba yung katagang "umuulan lang sa bahay niyo??"..haha,,syempre hindi pa,,dahil gawa ko lang yun!!wahaha..basta..unang linggo sa third year,,super umuulan na sa buhay ko.magkalagnat,,sakit ng ulo,,ubo at sipon ka ba ng sabaysabay??at ikaw ay liban ng dalawang araw sa unang linggo ng klase mo??aba....pero di parin ako nakaligtas sa higpit ng kapit ng mga homeworks at seatworks at quizzes at soon to be projects sa third year.bleeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.at yung pram.oo,,yung pram.di prom.pram.wala lang.triptrip.ayokong isipin un.feb 25.bakit feb 25??wahahahaha,,oo,,malabo ako.ako lang ang nakakaintindi nun.basta un.tapos kelangan nag malaman kung may partner ka na o wala.aba,,di ko pa nga alam eh!!ako'y naguguluhan!! @_@..waaaah!!bleahhhh..

sana di umulan sa feb25,2006..God permitting.
i mean it both figuratively and not.

im waiting for my batman.where is he?? :D

reminiscing.

2005-06-05T19:36:00.000+08:00

at the end of the summer,,my life was getting better and better..why does summer have to end when im so happy??the past few days i felt like i was in paradise.it felt really good when you are with your 'band',,jamming all the way..feeling as if all your problems are solved..then sunday comes,,and you have to part ways..go back to a world where you spent almost half of your life.SCHOOL.yeah,,this is the first time i didn't want to go to school.maybe because i don't want this feeling to end.the feeling of HAPPINESS.saturday was really great.i finally learned how to play bowling,,thanks to my friend carlo.dude,,salamat!! :) :D..he and my other groupmates made me feel happy. they made me feel as if i weren't alone.especially carlo..he made me feel as if my BIG problem..was the smallest thing in the world.kasi parehas kami ng problema. =P..haha..he was so sympathetic.salamat talaga dude!!kahit na iniinis mo ako kay *****..ayos lang!!haha!! =P..carlo,,audrey and ria,,at cge na nga,,kuya eugene were the people who made me feel at home.salamat guys!!=D..so there..i will really miss them.*sigh*..i hope they won't forget me.

so now,,back to reality.to work.to life.i've returned from heaven.im back here on earth.i just really hope that while im here on earth,,it will be heaven's turn to visit me.kahit minsan lang.=)

oh,,and about my problem??the entry before this??yes,,the lord has guided me.i did it!!and i won't regret it!!=)

ok.time to land on earth.

mixed emotions..

2005-05-29T19:42:00.000+08:00

ok,,this is connected to the entry i posted the other day..right,,let's just say today isn't one of my lucky days..yeah,,you know what i mean..sometimes i just want to bang my head on the wall until i lost consciousness..honestly,,i feel so stupid and so helpless..bleah..i just lost my chance..i was too confident and so excited that i just couldn't speak or do anything at all..after that,,i just couldn't seem to do anything normal..i was always on the verge of tears because of frustration and depression.my head would hurt so badly..i just wanted to die right there and then.i tried to sleep but i just couldn't..finally,,i did sleep..but it didn't help at all..the feeling of failure was still there.so i tried to do the most practical thing to do.i prayed to God.i prayed that He would be so kind as to give me strength,,courage,,determination and confidence to try to do what i am supposed to do.then i ate a chocolate bar.they say chocolate helps remove depression.thank goodness,,it does..and it gave me a little ray of hope that everything would go well..

now,,i decided that i would finally do it..i couldn't just live the remainder of my life regreting on this thing that i should've done,,right??

so now,,let's just wait what'll happen..

au revoir.~

privacy.

2005-05-25T19:25:00.000+08:00

ok,,sobrang ewan ko na,,ang labo na talaga ng mundo..

minsan,,iniisip ko na sana maging lalaki nalang ako..para di na ako mahirapan sa mga bagay bagay,,para di ko na maranasan ang hirap ng may period..pagkatapos mong tuliin,,wala ka nang proproblemahin pa..madali lang manligaw,,madaling pumorma..madaling yayain ang babaeng gusto mo na manood ng sine..madaling magstart ng conversation,,kasi lalaki ka.saan ka kasi nakakita ng babaeng pumoporma sa lalaki??ang panget no??kahit nangangati ka nang kausapin xa,,mei pumipigil parin..dahil babae ka..rrrr..hindi naman sa ayaw ko maging babae,,im thankful in many ways,,pero heck,,i can't do things i wanna do bacause im a girl..get it?!heck,,tibo na ba ako??ayoko maging tibo!!im just mad at the situation,,that there's this "rule" na men are above women..i mean,,heck,,pareho naman tayong ginawa ng Diyos ah??ok,,lumalayo na ako,,pero do you get the point??or is it just me??

sometimes it's better to talk to yourself than to other people..there are some things that yuo should only know about yourself..you just can't go out and tell everybody your secrets..you need privacy.and peace of mind.

bleah.

noypi ako.

2005-05-18T20:14:00.000+08:00

anong tagalog ng shape na cone??aun,,masaya to,,sagutin niyo ang mga sumusunod na salita sa kanilang kahulugan..

A.
1.nakikipagsukatan ng labi
2.marusing
3.bahaw
4.buson
5.pagkagupiling
6.busabos
7.pag-iimbot
8.awas
9.burador
10.buktot
11.niyurakan

B
a.mababa
b.essay
c.magbawas
d.masama ang ugali
e.itinapon
f.madumi
g.naghahalikan
h.pulubi
i.pangangarap ng gising
j.pag-iisip ng masama
k.lalagyan ng ipadadalang sulat

ayan,,eto na ang mga kasagutan..
1.g 2.f 3.a 4.k 5.i 6. h 7.j 8.c 9.b 10.d 11.e

edi balisongsong!!haha,,thanks koko!! :)ayan,,ocge,,adios amiga!! :D

jackpot!! :D

2005-05-13T19:55:00.000+08:00

nagkaroon ba kayo ng feeling na ang saya niyo dahil mei nakita kayong way para makuha ang isang bagay??na feeling niyo,,nakajackpot kayo??heck,,ako oo!!at eto!!biglaan yung nangyari,,pumirma lang ako,,tapos alam ko na kung ano!!kung baga sa pagsosolve ng misteryo,,mei clue na ako!!gets niyo ba??kung hinde,,ako oo!!pero di pa ito sapat para masagot lahat ng katanungan ko..pero kahit papano,,nakaapak na rin ako sa susunod na hakbang..haha,,cge na..

sayonara. :)

cute..

2005-05-08T20:41:00.000+08:00

nakuha ko to sa isang blog..thanks hah!! :D

para sa SPIRITS..\m/..

2005-05-06T19:47:00.000+08:00

yehes..tapos na ang SPIRITS sa abs-cbn..hehe,,sad..tapos na..hehe,,wala lang..yun lang talaga yung teleserye ng abs na sinubaybayan ko talaga..hehe,,asteeg kasi eh..haha..ayon..sa mga nakapanood at nakatapos ng teleseryeng nabanggit,,kayo ba'y nabitin sa huling episode nito??kayo ba'y nacornihan dahil walang naganap na laban??kung oo,,corny kayo at mababaw!!haha,,well,,sa totoo lang..ako ren..nung una..pero pagkalipas ng mahabang munimuni at usapang mag-ina..naintindihan ko na kung bakit ganun na lamang ang pagtatapos..isang nakakabulag na liwanag..at ang pinakanakakainis na parte ng palabas..ang CREDITS..haha,,kasi..ganito un,,tinapos nila ang palabas ng ganun na lamang dahil MAAARI,,natatakot sila na baka kung anong mailabas nila..na puro labanan sa iba't-ibang mundo..kung meron mang ganun..ayaw nilang gumawa ng kwentong baka di sangayunan ng ibang mundo..kung meron man..eto pa,,gusto rin nilang mag-iwan ng mensahe..isang mensaheng nagsasabing di kailangan gumamit ng dahas para magkaroon ng katahimikan..ironic hindi ba??gusto rin nilang sabihin na ang laban ng kasamaan ay patuloy parin hanggang ngayon..at ang dapat nating gawin ay patuloy na gumawa ng mabuti para maging isang mandirigma ng katahimikan at kaayusan ng mundo..

naks..kaya,,masasabi kong naging maganda ang katapusan ng teleseryeng SPIRITS..haaaay,,sayang talaga..hehe,,wala lang.. :)..nilabas ko lang..

saludo ako kay Chito Roño at sa lahat ng scriptwriters ng SPIRITS pati ang mga aktor at ang buong staff,,maraming salamat sa paghatid ng SPIRITS sa sambayanang Pilipino..haha!! :D

amen.

infamous quotes..bleah..

2005-04-29T18:15:00.000+08:00

hehe,,wala lang..naaliw lang ako dito..grabe,,mga hirit nito..kakaiba dude!!nakuha ko to galing dun sa gumagalang pipino..ate,,hi!!special mention talaga eh..bigay daw ng kanyang good friend..ok..eto na..maghanda na kayo!!haha,, :D

ANO DAW?!{naks..binigyan ko ng title. :)}

~the more the manyer.
~it's a no-win-win situation.
~burn the bridge when you get there.
~anulled and void.
~mute and academic.
~c'mon let's join us!!
~if worse comes to shove.
~are you joking my leg??
~it's not my problem anymore,,it's your problem anymore.
~what are friends are for??
~you can never can tell.
~well well well..look do we have here!!
~let's give them a big hand of applause!!
~been there,,been that.
~forget it about it.
~give him the benefit of the daw.
~it's a blessing in the sky.
~right there and right then.
~where'd you came from??
~take things first at a time.
~you're barking at the wrong dog.
~you want to have your cake and bake it too.
~first and for all.
~now and there.
~i'm only huma nature.
~the sky's the langit.
~that's what i'm talking about.
~one of these days is not like the other.
~so far,,so good,,so far.
~time is of the elements.
~in the wink of an eye.
~the feeling is actual.
~for all intense and purposes.
~i ran into some errands.
~what is the world is coming to??
~what is the next that is??
~get the most of both worlds.
~whatever you say so.
~base-to-base casis.
~my answers have been prayered.
~please me alone!!
~it's as brand as new.
~i can't take it anymore of this!!
~are you sure ka na ba??
~can't you just cut me some slacks??

ok,,aun..yung iba di maxadong nakakatuwa pero grabe yung iba talaga..hehe,,aun..special thanks talaga kay ate popin..haha,,you made my day!!and night!!haha,,joke.. :D

gone.
with the wind.
joke.

*deadend*

rar.

2005-04-22T20:31:00.000+08:00

ehem,,ang ganda ng araw ko ngayon!!grabe!!hehe,,kasi pumunta kaming Gateway kanina,,manonood dapat kami ni ma ng Finding Neverland..pero naisip namin,,The Pacifier nalang..so aun..dun kami sa pacifier..wow,,buti nalang doon kami..sobrang ganda talaga nung movie!!asteeeeg..at patok pa..gwapo pa yung isa dun..yung anak nung whatever prof guy..si max trienstein yata name niya..haha,,anyway..masaya ako talaga ngayon..wala lang,,anyway..magdadrama lang ako ng onti..napansin ko na malapit na mag-may..at pag malapit na ang may,,malapit narin ang pasukan..at ibig sabihin 'nun,,nalalabi na ang mga araw na pwedeng kong makausap ang katapatbahay namin..gusto ko talaga xang makausap..sabihin na nating desperado na ako,,pero un talaga eh..gabigabi,,nagddasal ako na sana,,sa susunod na araw..yun na ang araw na magkakausap na kami..pero di pa nangyayari yon..alam kong di ko dapat tanungin ang Diyos pero sana talaga mabigyan niya ako ng magandang opportunity para makausap xa,,haaaay,,buhay nga naman..di ka talaga makakaligtas sa ganitong mga bagay..at mga emosyon..

bleaaaah.

~*~

mission accomplished,,AGAIN.. :D

2005-04-18T16:23:00.000+08:00

ayan,,pagkatapos ng sobrang daming mga "sleepless" nights,,dumating na ang araw na kinatatakutan ko,,ang GIVING OUT OF REPORT CARDS..haha,,ang corny ko talaga..alam ko,,pero super gusto kong maging merit card awardee eh,,kami nila koko at alex,,at sa wakas,,natupad na ang aming pangarap!!haha,,as in sobrang saya ko,,ulitin natin,,

SOBRANG SAYA AKO!!THANK YOU JESUS!!wahahahaha,,kung maisip niyo lang ang mga paghihirap at sakripisyong ginawa ko para lang makamit ito,,kung ilang beses ako lumuhod sa harapan ng Diyos para lang mapagbigyan ang aking mga kahilingan,,grabe,,handa na akong gawing lahat para lang dito,,halos mangiyakngiyak na ako,,at sabi ko kay Lord..Lord,,kung ano man ang magiging kalalabasan,,tatanggapin ko po iyon ng buong buo..sobra,,tapos nung dumating na kami,,nagttumbling na ang aking tiyan at literal,,nasusuka na ako..tapos nung nasa podium na,,super di ako makatingin kay mama gida,,tapos sa isang iglap,,natapos ang aking problema..nakapasok ako..sa awa ng Diyos..yehes,,sobrang di na madefine yung saya ko!!haha,,tapos nagkita pa kami nina koko at alex,, :D..tapos kinuha narin namin yung books at supplies sabay enroll rin kami..para tapos na db??wahahahaha,,so happy.. :D =D

eto pa,,malapit ko nang maayos yung Rubik's cube ko!!thanks ate minmin!!you're the best!! :D

im outta here,,{so happy talaga dude!!}

*end*

blog test,,1,,2,,3..haha..=D

2005-04-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

testing lang,,kung ok,,eh di great!!nabago ko narin at last ang layout ko!!wahahahaha!!

wahahahaha,,:D

2005-04-15T20:34:00.000+08:00

wahahahahahahahahaha,,im so happy,,=D..masaya kanina eh,,nag-sm kami nina koko,,alex at jojo,,xempre kasama ako..=D..aun,,nanood kami ng spongebob movie,,kumain sa tokyotokyo,,at higit sa lahat,,nag-arcade,,haha,,=D,,ang saya,,naka 777 ako!!hehe,,tapos naka-jackpot pa ako sa isa!!25 tickets!!haha,,tapos 73 dun sa 777,,haha,,swerte ko,,haha..tapos nakisabay si koko sa akin papunta at pauwi,,nung pauwi,,antagal nung sundo niya so naglakadlakad kami,,si koko hoping na makita na niya ang aking crush..well,,nakita niya,,kaso sideview lang..well,,whatever,,anyway,,super bored kami pero super saya,,gets??haha,,at patuloy parin akong,,este,,KAMING kinakabahan sa lunes..dahil malalaman na namin kung merit card awardees ba kami o hinde,,aun..haha..sana nga,,hehe,,=D..aun..

eto pala bagong tula,,

Paranoid

takot lumabas
takot madapa
takot magkamali
at pagtawanan ng iba

takot ngumiti
takot tumawa
takot maglaro
sa mundong iniikutan niya

paano siya mabubuhay
paano siya magmamahal
kung sa mga luha at pasakit
ay tumatakbo siya??

kailagan niyang tumayo
kailangan niyang lumaban
kailangan niyang harapin
ang mundo nang buong tapang

para siya'y lumakas
at hindi na magtago
para maipakita na niya
ang tunay niyang pagkatao

sapagkat ang taong paranoid
palaging nag-aalala
sa kinabukasan niyang
kulang sa sigla

kaya'y aking katoto
payo ko lang sa iyo
huwag kang matakot
sa sarili mong anino

haha,,para ito sa mga paranoid,,doi..haha=D

im outta here,,

*end*

ang oso ni Pepito

2005-04-06T19:02:00.000+08:00

aun,,mag-isa nanaman..bakit antagal ng nanay ko??anyway,,todo jackpot nanaman ako kanina,,kaso wala ako sa labas..anyway..whatever..aun,,finally,,natapos na ang tulang pinamagatang,,{naks}..Ang Oso ni Pepito,,hehe,,ipaliliwanag ko sa inyo kung bakit ganyan na lamang ang pamagat ng aking tula..sa lahatlahat ng paksang pwedeng gawan ng tula..kea aun..

ehem,,

Ang Oso ni Pepito

kulay kapeng oso
laruan ni Pepito
ngalan niya'y Monay
bigay ng kanyang nanay
itong si Monay
paborito ni Pepitong tunay
nilalaro lagi
umaga hanggang gabi
kahit walang buhay
masaya si Monay
dahil may nagmamahal sakanya
kahit laruang oso lang siya
ngunit isang araw
kaligayahan ni Monay ay inagaw
ng isang kunehong magalaw
na ngalan ay Siopao
ngayon ang dala ni Pepito
hindi na ang kulay kapeng oso
kundi ang kunehong si Siopao
na ubod ng takaw
at ang kawawang si Monay
naiwan sa bahay
sa isang malunkgot na sulok
na puno ng alikabok
lumipas ang maraming buwan
at tuluyan nang naluma ang laruan
balahibo niya'y unti-unting kumupas
dahil sa tagal ng oras
ngunit isang araw
nawala si Siopao
wala na ang kunehong
ubod ng takaw
si Pepito ay nalungkot
pero di nakalimot
sa laruan niyang oso
si Monay,,na gustong-gusto
inayos si Monay
at muling bumalik ang kanyang kulay
ngayon ang kulay kapeng oso
di na mawawalay kay Pepito
kulay kapeng oso
laruan ni Pepito
ngalan niya'y Monay
kaibigan ni Pepitong tunay

ayan,,odba..mahirap ring yang itype..hehe,,bale kwento xa tungkol sa isang laruang oso na..aun..gets niyo naman eh..basta,,parang buhay ren yan..mei taong nagpapasaya sayo..tapos biglang mawawalay xa sayo,,pakiramdam mo di na xa babalik,,na walang kwenta ka na..pero ang taong yon pala ay pinapahalagahan ka..kahit super dumi mo na,,mahal ka parin niya..aun..ito ang gusto kong ipahiwatig..gamit ang tulang to..aun..comment kayo,,kung trip niyo,,salamat katoto!!kaibigan kang totoo!!haha..ÜÜ

im outta here,,

*end*

reminiscing,,sheesh..

2005-04-05T20:56:00.000+08:00

ya,,i just spent the afternoon with alex,,sheesh..wala kasi kaming magawa..anyway,,JOJO,,MALIGAYANG KAARAWAN SA IYO!!hehe,,wala lang..um..aun..had fun..thanks alex,,=D..aun..mejo mabuti-buti na ang kalagayan ko,,haha..at baka malapit ko nang matapos ang oso ni pepito..haha..abangan niyo..hehe..aun..dahil wala akong magawa,,at tutal,,nami-miss ko na ang Gabay,,gusto ko lamang alalahanin ang mga masasayang oras na kami ay magkakasama,,GABAY,,MISS YOU!!*hug*

eto,,mga awards day nung last day part at Mcdo..{kanino kaya yung Hari ng Sablay award?!*lol*}

1. margo- bili kau sa water shop ko award
2. krung- hirit goddess award
3. tricia- hidden talent ko ang dancing award
4. jescia- hari ng sablay award
5. ange- a toot award
6. des- umm award
7. ter- dancing babe award
8. ave- latey birdey award
9. kc- early birdey award
10. lirei- pink jacket ko nung interaction award
11. anne- ms india award
12. rhea- best friend ko si rosa award
13. chesca- sexytary award
14. elisa- direk dial sa diyos award
15. maro- maropet award
16. jessie- english speaking ako magalit award
17. bet- dancing babe award
18. ilare- marami akong kabit award
19. rosa- anaconda award
20. pia- well behaved award
21. pig- best presi award
22. nina- BRADerhood award
23. lib- BIERnes award
24. jen- friend ko si ya chang award
25. eli- ako si ya chang award
26. aira- drawing award
27. alex- mathwiz award
28. poj- i hate my bangs award
29. seani- karate award
30. gem- epol apple ako award
31. marielle- kamukha ko si eula valdez award
32. kim- banal award
33. joan- i am whatever award
34. katie- natulog ako sa gazebo nina rhoda award
35. cathy- complete notes ko award
36 alexis- drawing award
37. aubrei- pikachu award
38. ki- super mario drop-out award
39. nycel- taguba award
40. ellanie- bao award
41. rhoda- salapi salapi puro salapi award
42. betsy- best actress award
43. abby- group b leader award
44. tsang- bully award
45. patice- singing award
46. aji [ako]- ajibaba suntok sa buwan award [huwat?!?!]
47. alex t- kitchie nadal award
48. paz- sharpest baba award
49. ayel- mulawin award
50. anna- best kulot award
homeroom adviser: mama gida
level coordinator: mama san

haha,,aun..asteeg noh?!haha..

im outta here,,happy..=))

*end*

boredom bites..yeah,,whatever..

2005-04-04T18:10:00.001+08:00

im sick..i don't have my contact lens anymore..wah!!hehe,,my head hurts..pero net parin ako..haha,,pasaway talaga ang loka..aun..mei infection na yung mata ko,,dahil siguro dun sa natanggal yung contact lens ko at nahirapan kaming ilagay and all that jazz..aun..mag-isa lang ako ngayon..bawal kasi sumama sa tanggapan ng nanay ko eh..kea un..cge,,rarara..hehe,,wala lang!!wahahahaha..

im outta here,,

*end*
{not really,,page down please,,haha..ÜÜ}

You Are Bold And Brave

But daring? Not usually?
You tend to like to make calculated risks.
So while you may not be base jumping any time soon...
You are up for whatever's new and (a little) exciting!

How Daring Are You?

pero hindi lang ako ang kaibigan niya,,jescia..tandaan mo yan..

2005-04-01T19:02:00.000+08:00

this sucks,,forever..as in..my vision's slowly decieving me..ya..nakita niyo b ang moodswings ko??jealous db??yes,,true..im jealous..kase,,makapal mukha ko,,mataas ang tingin sa sarili ko..feeling ko ako ang dapat makaalam ng mga problema ng mga tao..well..mei dahilang naman ako eh..ako'y isang kaibigan..totoo..PERO HINDI LANG AKO ANG KAIBIGAN NIYA..ulitin natin,,

PERO HINDI LANG AKO ANG KAIBIGA NIYA..gusto kong itatak sa isipna ko yan,,pero di ko magawa,,kase,,ang alam ko..malapit akong kaibigan..pero di ako sigurado..labo noh??base naman sa nakikita ko,,oo..pero baka di ako ganun kalapit..oo,,at ang pangit pa,,sa iba ko pa nalaman problema niya..yun yung masakit eh..sabi ko sainyo,,ang yabang ko,,ang taas ng tingin ko sa sarili ko,,that ako yung unang dapat makalaman nung mga problema niya..db??kahit man lang di ako yung una niyang pinagsabihan,,at least alam ko db??as a friend..man lang..ya,,matagal na tong isyung to..at sinasariwa ko parin sa isip ko,,pero nasasaktan lang kasi ako eh..kelangan ko lang tong ilabas..grabe,,pero kasi gusto kong makatulong eh..ng malupet..eh kaso,,ayaw niya atang sabihin..binabago niya ang topic..*sigh*..buhay nga naman..kung gusto mong makatulong,,di pwede,,kung ayaw mo,,kelangan..ANO BA YAN!!@_@!! ang hirap!!well,,sabihin nalang nating naiingit ako sa mga taong sinasabihan niya ng problema..at nasasaktan ako dahil di ako kasama sa mga un..haaaay,,pano ba to??HAH PANO BA TO MGA KATOTONG NAGBABASA NITO?!

yeah,,bahala na si batman..whatever..

im outta here,,na mei baong sakit..

*end*

talk about being normal..

2005-03-31T21:56:00.000+08:00

You Are 20% Normal

(Occasionally Normal)

You sure do march to your own beat...

But you're so weird, people wonder if it's a beat at all

You think on a totally different wavelength

And it's often a chore to get people to understand you

How Normal Are You?

yeah,,talk about being occasionally normal,,TRUE!!haha,,very true!!

THAT'S ME!!XD haha,,well,,

im outta here..

*end*

bugnot

2005-03-28T15:18:00.000+08:00

eto isa..ginawa ko nung Black Saturday nung umaga..dahil super wala akong magawa..

Bugnot

mata'y nakatitig sa kawalang hangganan
parang taong nanigas na lamang
akala mo'y nag-iisip ng malalim
yun pala isip niya'y lumilipad sa hangin

mata'y namumuti na
halatang nabubugnot na
naghihintay sa wala
dahil wala siyang magawa

maghapong nakababad sa t.v.
paidlip-idlip ng onti,,tapos nood uli
sandaling kain,,sandaling usap
sandaling hinahabol ang mga kulisap[haha,,labo =D]

lulubog ang araw,,sisikat muli
panibaging araw nanaman para sa mga batang kitkiti
ngunit parehong araw lang ito para s isang batang
mata'y nakatitig sa kawalang hangganan

para kei princessrhea:hindi lang puro lab ang mga tula ko!!wahaha..peace dude!!=D

ayan..

im outta here..

*end*

buhay semana santa..hehe.. XD

2005-03-28T13:59:00.001+08:00

WOW.na-survive ko ang buong semana santa ng hinde nagbubukas ng computer..SOSYAL!!haha..kasi namaaaan..i heb ader things on my mind aside from internet..like for one..todo spot ako nung holy week..ya,,i know..super nagkakasala na ako sa ginagawa ko..i mean,,naghahanap ng tao tuwing magmimisa..tsktsktsktsk..ansama ko talaga..pero anong magagawa ko??super gwapo niya..todoooo..eto pa,,xa'y aking katapatbahay lamang..odba..so super maghapon akong tumtambay sa labas para lang makita xa..pathetic i know..im not used to this life..madali kasi dati..wahaha..i shall not say anything more..haha..eniwei..like for one..nung Holy Thursday,,mei mass sa Claret..so andun kame..family i mean..aun..naka-sandals ako nun..so un..nung pagdating namin,,mejo pangit yung feeling ng paa ko..parang mei mali..so aun..nung pag-upo namin..wala pang tao,,so bale nakikita mo yung mga konting taotao ba nagsstations of the cross..and the few who are sitting..at nakita ko xa..kasama niya dad niya..so instead na magdasal ako,,nakaluhod ako pero mata ko nasakanya..bag girl..haha..aun..tapos dahil ako'y minamalas nung araw na iyon..nasira ang aking sandal..hanep..just what i needed..kaya kelangan naming bumalik sa bahay at kelagan kong madapadapang dumaan sa harap niya..nice..tapos noong kami ay nakabalik na,,sila ay nagsstations of the cross..at biglang nawala..haneeeep talaga..at eto,,naka-contact lens rin ata xa tulad ko..hehe..wala lang..gusto ko lamang sabihin..at nung friday..sumama ako sa procession ng simbahan ulet..di xa sumama..pero ang kapatid niya oo..pero nakita ko xa..wahaha..masaya na ko 'nun..haha ambabaw..tapos nung saturday..wala..haha ok lang..di naman ako mamamatay pag di ko xa nakita db??and comes Easter Sunday..haaaay..magbabasa ako nun..ng panalangin sa simbahan..tapos pinagdasal ko na sana sumipot xa..at oo nga..haneeeep talaga..angwapo niya..haha..aun..super saya ko talaga..hehe..pero ito ang problema..um..di xa lumalabas ng bahay..ansayasaya talaga..kung lumabas man..mei pupuntahan..nice..o well..sana makausap ko dba..pero as for now..ok ang buhay ko..=))

angcorny ko talaga..
AMEN.

wahahahaha..*tawatawa*

im outta here..

*end*

ad?!haha..

2005-03-19T21:16:00.000+08:00

You Are 45% Left Brained, 55% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

eto singit lang talaga..pero basta ang sacrifice ko this Holy Week is not to connect to the internet for one week..simula bukas hanggang Easter Sunday..FOR GOD,,I WILL DO IT!!RESIST TEMPTATION!!MWAHAHA!!XD..

aun..

im outta here..

*end*

what the heck?!

2005-03-18T21:42:00.000+08:00

anong nagyayari sa blog ko??

ok na..haha..nataranta lang..=D

panahon na ng tag-init..

2005-03-18T19:56:00.000+08:00

mood:para akong nalulunod sa kabusugan..magsintigas na ang aking tiyan at noo..XD

aun..DUDE,,SUMMER NAAAAAAAAA!!YEHEEEEY!!haha..super saya ko..kasi i'm free from all the schoolwork for 2 1/2 months!!YEY!!haha..di halatang super saya ko noh??hehe..ÜÜ..aun..parang dati,,nung second year ako,,ayoko yung sitwasyon ko,,yung section ko..at ang buong buhay sekonjer..as in literal,,binibilang ko yung MONTHS till mag-march..at super depressed ako..pero ngayon,,di ako makapaniwala,,tapos na yung second year..parang kahapon lang nung nagbibilang ako ng araw hanggang matapos ang taon,,pero ngayon,,mamimiss ko ang CLEANEST AND MOST RESPONSIBLE SECTION AT THE SAME TIME PASAWAY:II-GABAAAAAAAAAY!!sa mga buwang nagdaan simula june,,natutunan ko kayong mahalin lahat..bawat isang taga-gabay sinikap kong kaibiganin at kausapin bawat araw..at dahil dun,,naging ka-close ko silang lahat..super saya pala sila kasama,,mejo nanghihinayang ako sa mga oras na di ko sila pinahalagahan kasi super depressed ako nun..pero ok na ako ngayon..NATUTO NA AKO..haha..aun..andame naming pinagdaanan,,pilit naming inabot ang mga bituin,,at saba-sabay naming naabot un..nakanaman..in short,,andami naming gustong gawin at thankfully,,nagawa namin..kahit super ingay namin at TODO PASAWAY,,lumalabas pa rin kaming the best..odba??haha..aun..super saya kaninang farewell party namin sa mcdo ever..super,,ang aming farewell party ay isang children's party..odba..san ka nakakita ng limampung estudyanteng second year high school na naka-party hats at nagpparty games at BALIW NA BALIW KAY GRIMACE!!haha..kami un..II-Gabay lang..wala ng iba..as in super ingay namin..tapos nung pumasok na si mama Gida,,nakupo,,kala mo nakakita ng artista,,sigaw kami ng sigaw!!pati nung aming nasilayan ang isang kulay ubeng naglalakad na ang ngalan niya ay grimace,,aba,,cge,,mejo nagwawala lang naman kami..haha..ang cute ni grimace pag-nakaupo!!haha..discovery..=D..haha..aun..tapos mei pa-award-award pa kaming nalalaman..yung award ko hari ng sablay award..aba..dahil daw palagi ko daw kinakanta yun..ow..haha..di ko alam yun ah..hehe..basta super after nung party nag-class hug kami..awwwwwwww..ang sweeeet..hehe..mamimiss ko na talaga yung Gabay..hehe..ang haba na..
eniwei,,di na maxadong masakit ang tiyan ko..imagine,,kumain sa Kamay-Kainan na eat-all-you-can,,super BUSOG NA BUSOG na talaga ako..tapos mei katabi kaming table na mei girl,,maganda sana xa,,kaso grabe ang tawa niya..humahalaklak xa,,as in super,,nakakainis pa yung tawa nia,,pero watever,,kaya un..haha..that's my day..yeah..\m/,,XD..=D,,ÜÜ..

im outta here..

*end*

dahil walang magawa nung test days..yeah..

2005-03-15T20:24:00.000+08:00

aun..dahil wala kaming magawa nung test days,,habang naghihintay kami sa aming mga bus,,gumawa kami ng isang tula..

MASKARA
[para sa mga taong plastic,,orocan,,at tupperware,,pati na rin ang rubbermaid]
~gawa ni koko,,jescia,,alex,,at ter~

di ko akalain
lahat ng iyon ay pangharap lamang
mga panakip sa tunay mong katauhan
tinago mo sa aking ang masaklap na katotohanan

di ko akalain
masasaktan mo aking damdamin
sa iyong pinakitang kabutihan sa akin
di nakita kyang tiisin

di ko akalain
ngayong ko lamang malalaman
lahat ng iyong nilihim
sa panahon na tayo'y nagkapiling

di ko akalain
ikaw pala'y nagtatago sa maskarang naloloko
maskarang maamo,,na binili mo sa kanto..[hehe,,hanlabo..=D]

odba,,SOSYAL!!XD..

tapos ito pa,,masakit ulo ko kaya gumawa ako ng poem para sa sakit ng ulo ko..

SAKIT NG ULO

pakiramdam ay masakit
kumikirot ng malupit
ugat ay namimilipit
sa sakit na sinapit

haha,,mei gana pa akong gumawa at mag-isip kahit masakit ulo ko..hanlabooooooooo ko talaga..haha..well,,wala na tayong magagawa dba??peace,,dude!!haha..PEACE!!XD

~im outta here~

*end*

paranoidity and guilt strikes again

2005-03-12T20:08:00.000+08:00

ampanget ng feeling..para akong guilty dahil mei ginawa ata akong kala ko tama pero hindi ata,,dahil sa kagustuhan kong makatulong sa iba,,napahamak ko pa sila..di ko naman sinasadya eh..feel ko nagiging pakielamera ako..rar..eh kasi naman,,ano bang una mong gagawin kapag mei kaibigan kang mei problema??diba tutulungan mo??kahit kalahati ng problema niya nasayo basta matulungan mo lang xa dba??pero baka ako,,nagiging sobra na..to the point na nagiging problema na rin ako sa iba..ano ba yan..ang guilty ng feeling..ayoko xang maging malungkot..gusto ko xang tulungan..pero..ewan..baka lumala pa..kaya ang gagawin ko??pagdadasal ko nalang xa..dahil yung nalang ang kaya kong gawin na tama..pagdadsal ko na sana makayanan niya lahatlahat at maging strong sana xa sa lahat..alam kong marami xang expectations na dapat gawin at ipakita sa mundo,,pero minsan,,kelangan lang niyang pumunta sa iba at magpatulong..kasi lahat ng tao kelangan ng taong handang makinig sa kanya at nanjan para sakanya..ang paghingi ng tulong sa iba ay hindi ibig sabihin mahina ka na,,kelangan mo lang ilabas sa tamang tao para mas maging malakas ka..aion..sana talaga ok na xa..Lord,,alagaan niyo po xa..

~andito lang ako para sayo kaibigan..~

*end*

ayokong magtest,,takot ako sa test paper,,

2005-03-12T18:58:00.000+08:00

mood: so-so,,masaya,,haha.. di ako marunong maglagay ng link!!how pathetic..

so,,baka matagalan bago ako makapag-blog ulet,,sa kadahilanang malapit na ang huling pagsusulit sa paaralan para sa taong ito,,haaaay,,aral aral aral aral nanaman ang aatupagin ko ngayon..at heto pa,,mahirap daw ang tests,,memorable daw yung english sabi ni mrs.Benitez,,o dba,,kinakabahan na ako,,kelangan ko na tong seryosohin..as in todo,,HELP ME GOD ULET PLEASE!!!!!!!!!..ayon,,takas nanaman to,,sabay ng paggawa ng book report/song report sa English..aion..
i think im back to my normal self..that's good..that.s better..ÜÜ..

well,,aion,,may the force be with me..yeah!!*lol*

im outta here..

*end*

walangyang damdamin

2005-03-11T20:12:00.000+08:00

mood: for the past days,,im lonely..super..very..parang nawalan ako ng kaibigan..kaibigang parang untiunting nawawala sa akin..pero alam kong nagdadrama lang ako..kaya un..

haba ng mood ko ah,,hehe..kasi naman..ewan ko nga kung bakit ako ganito..super naiiyak talaga ako..dahil sa inis sa sarili ko dahil sa nararamdaman ko..hanlaboooo..kaya ganito nalang..dinaan ko sa poem ito,,

Para Sayo

magkausap tayo parati
umaga hanggang gabi
sa mga kalokohan kasama kita
pareho nga tayong mukhang tanga

sayo ko lamang sinasabi
mga nararamdaman kong mahapdi
inaakalang ika'y isang katotong
makikinig at magpapayo ng totoo

itinuring kitang isang kaibigan
ikaw naman sakin ay,ewan
siguro kahit wala ako sa tabi mo
patuloy paring iikot ang mundo mo

"nagdadrama ka lang"madalas mong sabihin
tuwing ako ay magiging maramdamin
hindi mo lang ba naisip kahit minsan
nasasaktan mo ang aking puso't isipan??

dahil dun naisip ko
ayaw mo na ba akong maging katoto??
gusto mo na bang tapusin ito
iyong pagkakaibigan ating nabuo??

kaibigan,,gusto ko lamang sabihin
isang bagay na mahalaga sa akin
dude,,mahal kita
kahit di ko ipakita

*bow*

haha,,aion..nailabas ko na rin..hehe..

TEXTbtw,,eto wala lang talaga..di nga ako naniniwala eh..haha..look..

You are a Rocker Girl!

If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's.Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know.Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime.Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker!

see??HANLABOOOO..

*im outta here*

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subok lang,,

2005-03-07T20:55:00.000+08:00

mood: kasalukuyang hinihintay si pig para sa ap..at masakit ang ulo,,at nagmememorize ng talumpati sa pinoy,,at naguguluhn parin.

new poem,,haha try lang..walang magagalit,,comment po kayo,,kung may pag-asa ba ako maging isang manunulat ng tula,,haha..eto na,,

PAGOD

umibig,,umasa,,maghintay
mga gawain kong walang tigil at humpay
magtiis,,masaktan,,mabalewala
mga damdamin ko sayo'y iyong winalang bahala
pagkat mata mo'y nakatitig sa kanya
at di sa mata kong lumuluha

pag-ibig ba ang aking nadarama
o isang emosyong drama lamang ang dala?
sabi ng iba ako'y ambisosya
walang pag-asa dagdag pa nila
pero ako'y matapang,,pinanindigan ko
walang hiyang damdamin na nasa puso ko

ngunit palaging ganito ang storya
paulit-ulit,,di tumitigil
parang sirang plakang di makapagpigil
patuloy na umiikot,,di humihinto
kwento ng buhay kong puno ng gulo

pero lhat ng ito ay natapos na,,
nang magising ako ng isang umaga
humarap sa salamin,,nagbuntong-hininga
at sa wakas ay sinabing
"pagod na ako..ayoko na.."

odba,,amateur talaga,,pero ano sa tingin niyo??dali,,comment!!
wahaha..=D

im outta here,,

*end*

"God has a plan for us.."-Constantine..and more..

2005-03-06T18:51:00.000+08:00

mood: happy and contented..=D

aun..masaya ako ngayon kasi nanood kami ng Constantine nina koko at ate ique..aion..hanlaboooo ng story..pero maganda xa..super daming gory parts at nagkalat ang mga demonyo sa movie..haha..pero ayos lang..buti nalang di sumama si alex at di niya makakaya yung movie..haha..[no offense alex..peace dude..]..aion..super LAMIIIIG sa Gateway..as in..para kang nasa loob ng refrigerator..haha..tapos andami pa naming nakitang mga taga-Holy..haha..tapos kain kami ng kain..ang saya talaga..

habang kami ay kumakain,,mei nagbring up na topic si koko..about kei colored.aba,,tanong niya kung meron pa..sabi ko wala na..wala na ba talaga tanong niya??yun rin tanong ko sa sarili ko.wala na ba talaga??this sucks..what a question..pero sabi ko,,tignan natin,,in conclusion,,ayaw ko na kasing mangarap,,kahit libre,,mananatili paring pangarap yun..labo..pero..ayun..ayoko nang magmukhang tanga.which i have always been fro the past one year..tell me friends,,i am..susubukan kong bumalik sa dati..sana nga..good luck sakin..SO HELP ME GOD.

pero ngayon..balik sa bahay,,at mag-cram sa bio..

what a day..*haaaay*

im outta here..

*end*

adventuuuure to dude,,=D

2005-03-02T20:53:00.000+08:00

mood:masaya,,kahit pagod..=D

aun,,so,,walang hw ngayon kaya andito ako ngayon,,haha..kapagod tong araw na to..sobra,,masakit na daliri ko sa katutugtog ng hari ng sablay..masakit paa ko sa kalalakad kung saan saan para sa cl proj..pero at least,,MASAYA..haha,,anlabo ng mga ininterview namin,,di nila alam kung ano ang sacrament of anointing of the sick,,tapos mei isa,,di naman Catholic,,so pano yun,,haha..anlaboooo..=D..eto pa,,edi tapos na kaming mag-interview sa cl..tapos sumabay lang kami kina jessie..eh yung mom nia ayaw nia kaming ibaba sa jollibee talaga,,eh ok lang naman samin ni patice kase nakikiisabay lang kami,,edi un,,tapos..dumaan kami sa mini-gubat ng UP..na punong-puno ng puno at damo at MADILIIIIM..super..naiiyak na nga ako nun eh..tapos mei kalikod pa kaming guy..creepy..sabay naiihi pa ako,,edi lalo na akong naihi..pero all the same..nakauwi naman kami ng maayos..at masaya parin..haha..pagod talaga ako..kaya un,,haha..=D

asteeeeg na palabas

2005-02-25T20:36:00.000+08:00

mood: ang saya!!

ui,,EDSA Day ngayon!!wala lang..konti nga lang daw ang pumuntang EDSA ngayon..sabi nga ng nanay ko,,hindi na daw alam ng Pinoy ang kahalagahan ng EDSA Day..kaya yun..

Nanood kami ni ma ng "A Series of Unfortunate Events" na movie..GRABE,,ANG ASTEEEEG!!SOBRA!!Ang ganda ng presentation ng story,,comedy pa nga eh!!kaso,,medyo iba yung book dun sa movie..pero oks lang kasi nag-enjoy naman ako eh!!ÜÜ..ang ganda pa ng moviehouse!!Gateway!!Kala ko nga di kami makakaabot eh!!buti nalang!!pamatay si liam..grabe..hangwapoooo..haha..mei part pa dun yung sa mei magnifying glass..yung scene na yun,,nung nag-smile xa,,PAMATAY!!haha..aun..tapos nakakaaliw pa si Sunny,yung baby kase patok humirit!!ang saya!!=D..sana ituloy nila yung ibang books na gagawing movie..aabangan ko talaga yun!!♪<--di ko alam kung pano ko to nagawa!!haha..ÜÜ

aun..the end..=D